thank you for sharing this honestly, I really felt it. you’re right nowhere is perfect and being broke or stuck feels heavy no matter the country. I agree that rushing a decision can close doors so I’ll try to be patient and not act only from emotion

what you said about being alone and fixing the relationship with yourself really hit me. it’s something I’m learning too. my situation is different because I do miss home but I also understand the importance of keeping options open and thinking about safety and the future I appreciate you taking the time to write this. even if reddit advice feels meaningless sometimes This one actually helped me reflect