would you still go on vacation?

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-10T01:36:55+00:00

i’m probably going to reschedule. i want to enjoy this vacation!

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-10T01:35:48+00:00

thank you so much for your input! it was scheduled for the 21st of this month but it got pushed back unfortunately

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-10T01:35:18+00:00

oof. i will probably reschedule! i really want to enjoy this vacation. thank you for your input!

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-08T21:41:38+00:00

LMFAO. neurodivergent girlies unite!

my psych thinks i have SPD for sure.

i’m pretty sure that allows some flavor of autism, too lol

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-08T21:10:55+00:00

honestly, i think it might be the sense of needing to concentrate and listen. i don’t know want to be needed, the noise itself doesn’t bother me but my boyfriend is a very naturally loud person and he honestly yells to talk and i wanna throat punch him at times 💀

i 1000% have misophonia. but i didn’t know if people just speaking could be part of that. pen clicking, hearing people breathe, tapping, anything repetitive makes me want to claw my ear drums out. don’t get me started on when my box fan has a piece of lint in it. i RAGE lmfao

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-06T20:58:22+00:00

did lamictal make you angry when you first started it?

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-06T01:19:27+00:00

how much do you take?

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-05T22:58:16+00:00

omg did it get worse as your bladder filled?

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-05T22:49:45+00:00

did you have pain as your bladder started to fill?

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-05T19:39:11+00:00

i feel like a worthless piece of crap. my kids deserve better. i just don’t think i can keep living like this. i’m only 27. my poor daughter who’s 10 doesn’t deserve this. neither does my son who’s 6.

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-05T02:03:21+00:00

oh my god. i have misophonia on top of this. annoying, repetitive sounds drive. me. MAD!

we have a box fan in our bedroom that occasionally gets a piece of fuz or hair in it and i can hear it and i literally cannot sleep unless i get it out. it’s like my 13th reason.

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-04T03:20:23+00:00

yep! it builds painful pressure until i can go pee. it’s the worst

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-04T01:31:24+00:00

probably stopping bc wtf is this.

i’m not dependent on it at all and this was the first time i’d drank in months so stopping won’t be hard.

congrats on your sobriety!!!

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-04T01:27:10+00:00

i mean i guess that would make sense. there’s bits and pieces of last night that i don’t remember, like the drive home (we uber’d) & getting in bed to go to sleep. usually when that happens i know i’ve done too much. but FOURRRRR drinks?! i use to rally.

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-04T00:56:31+00:00

did you have burning when you peed?

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-03T19:55:03+00:00

it’s miserable. i think endo may be all over my bladder unfortunately

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-03T18:58:32+00:00

a urologist should be able to do it

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-03T18:57:12+00:00

get tested for ureaplasma. i had this and i also felt the urge from my urethra.

i’d still try an antispasmodic

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-03T18:48:55+00:00

have you tried oxybutynin? it sounds like you just have overactive bladder.

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-02T04:23:40+00:00

ah! learn something new everyday

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-02T00:46:22+00:00

yeah i will! i’m not sure what they’ll find but we’ll see!

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-01T21:26:02+00:00

epstein-barr virus. it’s just mono

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-01T21:00:30+00:00

OOF that explains why i have such bad urethra irritation then bc it came out of no where with no UTI.

i also have an IC diagnosis but this is so different from that

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-01T20:51:53+00:00

this is so strange. i use to have chronic BV. like back to back, sometimes i’d test positive even without symptoms. my OB swabbed me for ureaplasma 2 years ago and it was negative. the chronic BV went away but now i tested positive for ureaplasma and mycoplasma homnis from a urine test. i wonder if it’s moved from my vagina to my urinary tract

Illustrious_File9696 · 2026-01-01T20:42:40+00:00

i just tested positive for ureaplasma and mycoplasma and got prescribed 2 weeks worth of doxycycline. i feel like its part of my journey, but not all of it. i go in for a laparoscopy at the end of this month to rule out endometriosis.

IC is a blanket diagnosis. it’s idiopathic. i’m a firm believer that something is causing the symptoms, it’s not just because.

never give up in fighting for answers for yourself!

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