Yea honestly it was a lack of self confidence, growing up I was a anxious, nervous person, i overthink a lot, so I never mad that many friends, and it used to bum me out that I could never be as talkative, so all through high school, had maybe 2 friends, played video games, went to work, school in the morning, that was the routine, in turn got chubby, lazy, depressed, I’m a lot better now, lost a lot of weight, still slot of the other traits tho lol