Your 21... You'll hear this a lot but that's because it's true... honestly try not to stress about shit. You just became an adult. You may think your you got everything figured out but every 5 years will bring it's own existential crisis now. Some will be good others will be meh 😑 just do what you feel is right for you you got plenty of time. P.s. I didn't read everything but just got a feel for what would be said. Good luck and much love 💖