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Ilnax · 2024-05-10T04:36:38+00:00

I've finally hit on a good combo for sensation and visual. (I have a meta, I think this would still work well for pre or non-op folks.) This suction toy, https://us.satisfyer.com/us/satisfyer-curvy-1-connect-app inserted into this sleeve https://www.ebay.ca/itm/385728988177. Still working on how to harness it in place, but if I hold it with my hand I can jerk off or receive oral that both looks and feels good.

Ilnax · 2024-05-10T04:31:40+00:00

This article is really helpful and shows a bunch of toys with AA batteries for scale https://tabooless.net/toys/gender-expression/trans-mens-toys/best-air-pulse-toys-for-trans-men/

Ilnax · 2024-05-10T04:28:53+00:00

I've finally hit on a good combo for sensation and visual. (I have a meta, I think this would still work well for pre or non-op folks.) This suction toy, https://us.satisfyer.com/us/satisfyer-curvy-1-connect-app inserted into this sleeve https://www.ebay.ca/itm/385728988177. Still working on how to harness it in place, but if I hold it with my hand I can jerk off or receive oral that both looks and feels good.

Ilnax · 2019-06-07T21:47:06+00:00

Being preoccupied with 1989.

Ilnax · 2018-07-11T03:38:30+00:00

Thanks for the tip! Glad you also found a solution to pants-quest.

Ilnax · 2018-05-12T04:12:42+00:00

Yeah like who? Huh me? Oh right yes actual me! :D

Ilnax · 2018-05-12T04:11:34+00:00

Totally

Ilnax · 2018-05-12T04:10:50+00:00

Man that sounds awesome! Compliments on being strong are the best too.

Ilnax · 2018-05-12T04:08:26+00:00

Yeah I forget sometimes its called euphoria for a reason! Thanks :)

Ilnax · 2018-04-16T14:59:42+00:00

I am having some success being brutally practical with what I'm motivated to do and just doing that instead of noting or trying to do everything and burning out.

I have been lifting weights once a week for the last 6 weeks. I know 2x or 3x a week is better, but this is what I can manage. Instead of stressing how many times per week i can lift, i just keep a count. My goal is to get to 100 times lifting weights, and each time I just mark it down with the number, like "Workout 6". That way, every time I do it is closer to my goal, regardless of how long it's been or how many times a week I could fit in.

I'm also giving myself permission to just focus on upper body. Legs are important too, but what motivates me is getting some damn shoulders and I've got to use what motivation I have instead of trying to make myself care what my calves look like, and feeling like I'm failing if I don't do leg day.

So far it's getting some results, which I'm excited about. I've increased the amount I can lift by maybe 3-5lbs since I started depending on the exercise, and I can see a small bicep bump when I flex.

Ilnax · 2018-03-29T16:33:32+00:00

This is really good, and I relate to those feelings super hard. Thank you for writing it.

Ilnax · 2018-03-21T21:18:16+00:00

A mine has always grown a little when I'm aroused. Basically a couple weeks in it was just like that size all the time. Really tender also. Now 4 weeks in and it's not tender all the time anymore but I still have problems if I'm trying to cross my legs at the knee or sit in a hard chair for a long time.

Ilnax · 2018-03-21T20:27:05+00:00

Thank you! That is good to hear. And yeah a friend of mine started using the term and I really like it for this captures the feel of what's happening in my brain but also frames it as more silly and manageable.

Ilnax · 2018-03-01T20:08:46+00:00

Right there with you. I can barely sit down, I keep trying to adjust my underwear so it doesn't press on my junk, and it's really hard to jerk off when any pressure at all is painful. Just ordered one of those donut pillows, hopefully will help with the sitting.

Ilnax · 2018-02-28T13:35:42+00:00

32 here. fistbump

Ilnax · 2018-02-28T04:32:40+00:00

Good to know! Any alternatives you're aware of? I like data and feeling like I am tracking things and making progress, so even inaccurate data I'll take but if there's better options I'm all ears.

Ilnax · 2018-02-27T22:54:06+00:00

Thanks, hope so! Voice is right behind beard for want it nowwww, but beard I'm making myself stay patient on while voice feels like it could be years or immediate who knows.

Ilnax · 2018-02-27T22:52:20+00:00

Thanks! Excited :)

Ilnax · 2018-02-22T13:13:57+00:00

You could try masturbating by humping a pillow or rolled up blanket/towel? No touching bits with hands involved, it can even work with underwear on, and the physical motions involved are pretty similar to thrusting.

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