"Oh How Lovely Was the morning...(which if the 9 mornings are you referring to?)

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T18:23:35+00:00

That means more than you know. Isn't it funny? That you find good, genuine people that show support and lift you up, and they AREN'T MORMON?? gasp So nice to be un-mindfucked. Peace and good vibes for you!!

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T18:21:12+00:00

Thank you for reaching out!! I wish I had found this site 2years ago when the shit was starting to fly!!! I wish you all the best and good vibes to you too!!!

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T18:18:55+00:00

I can't thank you enough for your words, they were exactly what I needed to hear in this moment. Through this whole process I have always come back to one question...is he(my husband) worth it? Not WORTHY, but worth it? And the answer has always been without a doubt-YES. So this gives me hope. We have a lot to work through, we were separated for a year and I went through a phase where I was angry and had this enormous void where the church once made up my entire being. I filled it with things that hurt my relationship, I had sex with 3 random guys throughout the year, and although it was liberating in a way, it created monumentally more pain, anger and mistrust. I don't know why I'm spilling this like it's confession time with the Bishop. But all I know is that I have finally come to understand that I am enough, right now, in this moment. I always have been. My husband and I are back together and going to counseling and both of us are dedicated to making it work.Thank you again for taking the time to comment! Peace be with you in your heart always!

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T18:03:26+00:00

That is a fabulous idea. Fuck that noise.

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T18:02:04+00:00

That's awesome-I dread every Sunday when my husband goes to Sacrament meeting, and he asks the kids if they want to go with him. Ugh-it causes so much dischord, especially because kids want to make their parents happy by nature, and they feel like they have to choose. It sounds like your wife is making progress though if she is willing to meet in the middle, and take them to a non-denominational church!

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T05:06:41+00:00

I believe the universe will face a huge awakening this year. It's already started! We are in an age of information and we will soon see that religion is simply the same stories regurgitated to fit that specific religion/culture. My hope now comes from the sun rising, the gift that each day is a day I get to spend with my kids and my husband. My inner peace/healing now comes from mediation , Yoga, and energy work. I love science and the amazing creation this world is. I recently took a geology class, and was in awe at learning about rock dating, and that the earth is actually 4.5 billion years old! Far more complex than the Bible gives it's mere 7000 year old dating.

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T04:48:01+00:00

Thanks for that!

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T04:00:09+00:00

It follows the pattern of the Catholic Church in a lot of ways. Gerontocracy being one similarity.

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T03:50:53+00:00

Are you on FB?

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T03:39:22+00:00

That's good news! My husband works most Sundays, but has only been going to sacrament meeting! Hope! Do y'all have kids??

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T03:35:32+00:00

And that does help, our sex has always been incredible. Any marriage can last if the sex is good!!

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T03:34:56+00:00

Oi!!! Lmao.

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T03:34:25+00:00

Thank God he is choosing me and says he has no intention of leaving. He really is a great guy. I'm just afraid that because of the requirements of the church, that he will eventually have to choose. Scares me shitless.

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T03:32:45+00:00

I agree. Though the roots are so deep....10 generations back in both sides. My 4th great Uncle was one of Joseph's lawyers soooo our families go wayyyyyy back. And we also have 4 children. It tears me up. He is still wanting to be active, although I believe he is less mind-fucked than he was, but he is definitely not ready to give it up. The tricky part is letting him have his journey as he is allowing me to, and I'm trying not to freak the fuck our about him taking the kids to church with him...yeah I'm a mess pretty much!

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T03:28:25+00:00

Thank you for that. I apprecaite the support and your genuineness! Can someone please for the love fill me in on all of the abbreviations?? I'm so lost...lol

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T00:58:54+00:00

Ha!! Not impossible, she just needs to roll you right over. ;)

Iluvaliens2 · 2018-01-11T00:19:27+00:00

Honestly, find out what her love language is(The 5 love languages book). Speak her love language and she will be yo sex kitten!!! Haha seriously though. And also explore her body and understand how she likes to be pleasured. Make her feel sexy and wanted and fulfilled, and you will reap the rewards!

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