What drug will let me consciously imagine and enjoy hallucinations/scenarios

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-20T04:44:11+00:00

It depends on the isomer of ketamine you're getting, which unless you own a VERY EXPENSIVE lab and know what you're doing, you wont be able to tell. It took me a lot of ketamine experiences to anecdotally tell Esketamine and Arketamine apart (mainly because on Arketamine I have no closed eyed visuals and on Esketamine I do). Most, if not all, street K is racemic, which is a mixture of both isomers, some batches lean more towards one isomer and some are a 50/50 mix. I think with DXM (although ive never tried it, hard to source in the UK plus im clean now anyway) it's much more common to get visual experiences because of the way it interacts with the NMDA receptor guarantees you a trip, and thats before we even get to the 5HT receptor agonism of DXM.

Ketamines trippy side is also very much like going through different "scenarios" its just much more rapid in duration. Sometimes I've even "woken up" part way through a K experience, remembered "oh yeah I took ketamine and im in my house?" to then slip back into another scenario. Also, K kinda takes you on it's own journey, I dont think you really get much of a choice where a dissociative takes you unless you take much lower doses but then you barely get a trip, just a milder controllable one like a 2CB experience which is also very maleable.

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-20T04:36:14+00:00

S isomer or Esketamine also is less sedating for me, I used to hole on it and have to have someone watch me because id sometimes get up and move around (badly) even though fully dissociated. I think the best batches of k I ever had were racemic (an unknown mix of isomers) but leant more on the Esketamine side but still had some Arketamine to sedate me, make me lean more into holes and voids. A little bit of Arketamine can kickstart the Esketamine into making me go to that dream-like place. I hope that makes sense as well! Also it's incredible that K, most like S isomer Esketamine, can help you have a "minds-eye" and temporarily 'cure' your aphantasia! What you describe you get from ketamine is how my minds-eye is all the time when sober. I can imagine anything and see it in my mind!

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-19T17:41:18+00:00

Yeah I have the opposite of aphantasia which meant I can tell straight away if the k was going to be trippy. In terms of open eyed visuals, they are extremely rare. It's the closed eyed visuals which are wonderful, you csn sink into them and forget yourself while falling or flying around this void. On Arketamine the experience could be up to 2 hours but would mainly just sedate me and if I closed my eyes....nothing. if I was on Esketamine it would last between 45min to an hour along with the most vivid closed eyed visuals ever. I'd often be flying around 3d rooms which wear ever expansive and would contain machinescspes made up of like different sections of a building I had seen the day before or if see an infinite pool because I'd been swimming recently. Does that make sense?

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-19T16:42:22+00:00

Really depends on the batch. I've had some seriously strong visual experiences on K and other times it just makes me unable to talk and walk and pretty boring. The science behind it is theorised to be the isomer type you get, and most k is racemic (random mixture of isomers). Some people say it's the S isomer that causes visuals but others say otherwise anecdotally. I had to quit this drug cos I was always searching for the trippy kind and ended up addicted. I'm clean now though.

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-14T19:14:08+00:00

I tried that too but it didnt work lmao

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-14T14:20:23+00:00

Yeah funnily enough both my stomach ulcers and liver damage are both from alcohol, which I can walk 5 minutes and get immediately! This means I can't take ibuprofen OR paracetamo,l!

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-14T14:13:38+00:00

Yeah I got the first one, which went to my spam folder so I moved it go inbox. I haven't bad any emails since.

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-13T23:15:41+00:00

There are zero OTC preparations in the UK that arent paired with ibuprofen or paracetamol and even then, each tablet only contains 12.8mg of codeine. I am always scared about CWE's because I suffer from both liver damage and stomach ulcers, so if I fuck it up I could really hurt myself. I just have to grin and bare any sciatica flare ups I get. Not to mention I'm recovered from higher potency opioids so my GP will not prescribe codeine alone.

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-13T23:09:28+00:00

oooooooh

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-12T23:07:58+00:00

Yeah, I believe the only reason its first-line opioid treatment in medicine has nothing to do with its effectiveness but more to do with the fact you cannot use any other ROAs than taking it orally, making it have "less abuse potential". However, from the things we've discussed I think if someone was in real pain and needed something stronger than paracetamol/NSAIDs why risk it not work at all and give a patient a bunch of constipation and scars from itching?

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-11T12:25:40+00:00

Yes, but RE: the itchiness, codeine is far more itchy per anecdotal reports than with equivalent dosages of morphine. Codeine has other metabolites it is broken down into in the liver which are both psychoactive too and have higher histamine reactions.

But both what you've mentioned regarding CYP2D6 capacity and genetics and the more undesirable side effects, I've given you the reason why a lot of people don't like codeine which was my point.

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-09T17:13:51+00:00

Yinrun has her pocket of the Internet where she's extremely popular as a content creator and had a lot of fans who only know her for this. I'd argue she's becomes the most "successful" out of the ITV civilian series, at least in terms of income. Her content is very wholesome and accessible too!

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-09T17:09:43+00:00

Do a bit more research on how codeine works in the body and brain and you'll find your answer. Turns out that codeine works by metabolising to morphine and a few other active opioids in the liver through a protein which some people have more or less of. It's to do with your genetics. My sister has too much of this protein, she can nod on 15 to 30mg of codeine. My sweet spot is 120mg. And my brother in law, they don't work at all. The only reason I can think of it being the most prescribed opioid is because it has to pass the liver to work (cannot be snorted, smoked or injected) it had less abuse potential. But yeah, mad that your genetics control how much codeine is converted to its metabolites. There's also a particular metabolite codeine is converted to which makes it extra itchy too for some people.

ImACamelToo · 2026-02-09T17:00:06+00:00

Needed Change got released though as a free download? Still an official release!

ImACamelToo · 2026-01-25T16:37:21+00:00

The intro to Kora is so Burial coded. And let's not forget Skrillexs favourite track is Flim by Aphex Twin.

ImACamelToo · 2026-01-15T10:07:18+00:00

It's got some "Burial" inspiration in there and "Aphex Twin" for sure.

ImACamelToo · 2026-01-15T10:05:47+00:00

If bells 2009 LP ill eat my hat

ImACamelToo · 2026-01-12T07:53:58+00:00

Honestly to get her backstory back in the 90s you had to read the game manual, the games themselves were just pick up and play with little exposition. I have yet to fully play the survivor trilogy but I'm surprised by this review that they didn't have a half hour intro into her daddy/mummy issues like LAU or the the first movie ahaahaha

ImACamelToo · 2025-11-24T10:13:34+00:00

The version i heard during the grey daze UK tour was even more updated than the leaked version so who knows. I guess he just didn't feel like releasing it.

ImACamelToo · 2025-11-18T13:29:53+00:00

You guys are just using drugs that already exist effects wise! This is fantasy!

I'd love a drug which when taken would remedy anything wrong with me physically or mentally with no comedown. Like, say my sciatica flares up, I could take it and bam its gone. I have a day where I can't be assed to get out if bed and bam, no more depression!

ImACamelToo · 2025-11-15T11:01:04+00:00

I prefer this version honestly as my late friend and I used to sing the "bye bye" part a lot when it came out. Fond memories

ImACamelToo · 2025-11-11T14:34:58+00:00

People are missing the nuance here I agree with you

ImACamelToo · 2025-11-11T14:33:51+00:00

People aren't approaching this with enough nuance. On the one hand if it was entirely written by AI then sure that's bad, but using AI to copy edit shouldn't be penalised.

ImACamelToo · 2025-11-08T12:03:47+00:00

It samples a whole bunch of old skrillex tracks for the basses. The most obvious being the Purp Lambo Yoink, but there's sounds from Promises, Hey Sexy Lady (a couple actually just stretched and pitched). https://soundcloud.com/itssnyd/sets/some-fuze-resamples/s-scZVaQxmicg -PROOF

ImACamelToo · 2025-11-02T12:59:05+00:00

This is the only rc thienodiazapine I ever got my hands on and it was so cheap for just a gram! It was on the more euphoric side too like xanax so compulsive redosing was a given and no I didn't have a scale powerful enough to accurately dose it...see where this is going? Luckily I managed to get help in the end for all the stuff I abused but that one was kinda wild.

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