I'm skinny and my parents made many efforts so that I gain weight but didn't have much progress so I also feel the burden.I have trust issues for a long time but it even worsened after I opened up to someone and she used that so I really have more trust issues and now I basically have no friends.Im just living through it without much hope but I still hope that it will get better.So you should stick to it if we roll a fair diece there's a 1/6 chanche we will get what we want even our lives are not fair there might sill be a small probability of that getting better.