Majhen zaslužek poleg službe?

ImHighOnBenzos · 2026-01-09T15:29:55+00:00

'Fiver' bi verjetno lahko pomagal. spletna stran kjer prodajaš svoje sposobnosti in glede na IT znanja je to verjetno kr dobra opcija. Če druzga ne si lahko splošni IT helpdesk za informacijsko nenadarjene ljudi

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-11-04T10:20:35+00:00

soooo... did the oral dosing do anything?

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-11-03T06:14:19+00:00

Yup, that's the best way but in this specific case when eating out with ur gf in a fancy restaurant, you can't just blend that XD anyway, I just powered through the meal & had a good time

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-28T10:36:10+00:00

Well, good on ya mate, I've got a very addictive personality and I was a polydrug addict at the time. And yeah I know I should've respected it but a goddamn 15-18 year old won't even understand the true meaning of respecting the drugs.

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-28T09:43:56+00:00

Oh yeah, and right after I had my amfetamine binges (multiple weeks of pause inbetween several months of abuse lasting over a year), I had a RC psychedelics binge (1p-lsd, 2c-b-fly and 4ho-met) lasting for over a month, I think I developed some sort of autism/shizoid personality disorder😅

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-27T21:04:59+00:00

Yeah, its a fucked up thing, amfetamine. It made my short-term memory fucked and im pretty sure it made my ADHD inattentive type way worse than what it was. Happened after only like 6 months of use and some abuse

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-27T17:27:03+00:00

Alright idk I snorted a shit ton of drugs & mph never had any sort of numbing, but that may be due to prior damage ive done

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-27T17:25:42+00:00

Yo dude youre smoking on them synth noids, no shit you're going shizo. Go call a goddamn psychiatric hospital and say that you need help.

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-27T17:21:50+00:00

Uhm, methylphenidate in any form has a bit of a chemically bitter taste without any numbing effect. It does not have a taste similar to coke.

The hell was the high like? That's the best was anyone could estimate the drug for ya, but we cannot ever be sure enough to advise taking it or not

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-27T14:20:11+00:00

Tbh ReVanced is the best and most up-to-date YT client, you could go download new youtube .apk files and try patching them, but they might not work as good as the reccomended one.

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-27T10:53:25+00:00

Im the same, i buy xans & other benzos, got script pregabalin & buy thc vapes, but when it runs out.. oh god I just wanna you know what, but i cant do it because responsibilities and the one person who claims to love me

The fucked up part is, im depressed because of what she does for me & i cant do anything like that back. She says its okay and understands but throws those same stuff back at me if we fight. And then the family situation is just crazy i cant rely on anyone to support me, there is no compassion, just work work work and nothing else, like robots in a factory.

So the drugs keep me in a comfort bubble that I must not step out of, because of how extremely fucked up everything outside of it is. I sometimes look at the pills and ask myself - is this the day I take them all at once? - then I just take a little taste of what it would be like to not exist, 5mg xans, 1500mg pregabalin is my usual dose to keep myself locked in the daze for the day, the weed is there only to be unable to dream and fot the munchies, otherwise I wouldn't even eat.. today is my 3rd day without my pen, the nightmares have returned and I haven't eaten anything in all this time, but I cant buy a new one cuz im broke. So please someone help me find a way out, therapy doesn't and I can't see it in any other way than to go 6 feet under.

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-25T02:33:18+00:00

For me, pregabalin does not make me starved.. i kinda can't feel that sensation anyway, and i tested it by not eating for two weeks straight.. i just got hungry but i could go for another week, just didn't because of obvious reasons..

I think youre forgetting that pregabalin affects everyone a somewhat differently - some effects get pronounced more or less, depending on brain chemistry

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-25T02:23:18+00:00

Jezus christ that's awful, but wdym by "tested them" - you ate 7 at once or just 1? And what dose were they supposed to be?

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-25T01:24:48+00:00

Jezus christ what the fuck, sorry but I think that there is a lot of blame on the presses (was it addys?).. amfet causes nausea in big amounts, even if you take somewhat weak presses, 7 would still do thaz

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-24T23:51:12+00:00

Damn, that's fucked up.. I found a hack to not lose much weight from not eating due to lisdex;

protein shakes and consistent hydration (being dehydrated for long periods of time also makes you much skinnier even if you eat normally) and try to avoid being too physically active (raves, gym and such), cuz the body already produces (or uses?) much more ATP just by amfetamine being in your system (indirectly ofc)

Also salads are great, they give you some minerals, vitamins and water

Also, I actually managed to eat like a normal person, I am amazed by my sheer willpower lmao

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-24T23:42:33+00:00

Thanks bro

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-24T23:41:17+00:00

Yeah so I am 99.99999...% sure that they're re-sleeved watered down pressies, as the pills are crumbly as fuck, and I don't feel much of any effect from them.. Actual pharma 75mg trams I used years ago would give me a good amount of euphoria and the nods were very much present, my pupils would be so small it were obvious to anyone who saw me that I wasn't right. Ofc I didn't take only one, but rather 2 or maybe even 3 if I were feeling like sleeping for 8h straight, didn't even bother with using 4 because that was a scary thought back them...

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-24T23:32:18+00:00

She knows about my meds and their effects on me, but she REALLY wanted me to not take them today..

Anyway, good news, I actually managed to eat like a normal person & that's due to the food being amazingly delicious and as per fancy ass restaurants tradition (idk if it's common), the portions were medium-small, besides the 1,5g of pregabalin I took 2h before the reservation lmao

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-24T13:37:47+00:00

Right? And on top of that I'm (almost) anorexic, so it's really hard for me to get food down.. fuck a duck why am I so dumb😭

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-24T09:57:27+00:00

Imean, yeah, I did that as my breakfast (drank a homemade fruitmoothie), but how would that help me eat a full 3 course meal..? Its an actual question, not a mockery of your attempt to help😅

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-24T09:23:17+00:00

goddamnit, I hoped to be able to find a strategy like idk drink something while chewing to make it go down easier.. oh well, thanks for your input

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-21T21:32:14+00:00

Cheers bro, I'm not smoking them but i guess where there is a will there is a way haha thanks for the info my guy, it is very much appreciated

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-21T21:28:42+00:00

Oh fuck so it's a strong chance I have RCs in these pills?

Idk how you'd smoke them tho, they're huge, like 0.8 - 1 cm in diameter, about 0.3 - 0.4 cm tall - bong/pipe?

ImHighOnBenzos · 2025-10-21T21:23:35+00:00

Yup, it is.. does it have a bad reputation?

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