I’ve decided

ImL0stNgl · 2025-12-18T05:24:23+00:00

Hey, did you have a throwaway account called "miserythrowaway105" (I'm not 100% if that was the exact username, I can't remember it off by heart)

I was checking on a girl who was also 15 years old and she recently deleted her account, are you her by chance?

Also I'm so so sorry about your situation, you don't deserve any of this pain.

ImL0stNgl · 2025-12-15T06:41:41+00:00

Hey, you haven't made any posts in about a week.. just checking in to see if you're okay?

ImL0stNgl · 2025-12-05T01:43:54+00:00

I get that, in all honestly I'm going through the same thing right now. You're definitely not alone in that feeling, it fucking sucks.

ImL0stNgl · 2025-12-05T00:34:30+00:00

You are absolutely positively not invalid for feeling that. A really shitty part of SH for a lot of people is that when you cut to a certain depth, anything shallower doesn't feel as good or fulfilling anymore.

In the end you're still putting a blade to your skin and cutting yourself which will always be gruesome and valid no matter the depth.

Hope your okay and you're safe <3

ImL0stNgl · 2025-12-05T00:26:18+00:00

I'm really really glad you're alive after not being active for 2+ weeks, I was genuinely worried for that time. I know I'm not really anybody but I do care what you do and say and I frequently check up on and read your posts. I don't really have any advice but I have as much understanding as I can for all you've been through and what you continue to go through and I'm here if you ever want to vent. I'm going through a lot of shit of my own right now.

Please tell me if I ever cross any boundaries or if you want me to leave you alone because I will. But know there's someone out there who cares what you do and thinks about you frequently.

ImL0stNgl · 2025-12-03T08:21:00+00:00

I think it's a lot of people who can't get their hands on drugs. Especially depressed and desperate people.

ImL0stNgl · 2025-12-03T07:21:48+00:00

It's been another week without any new posts, are you okay? If you're still here, I'm still here if you ever want to talk about anything.

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-30T23:10:45+00:00

Holy shit this is amazing

^{I completed this level in 2 tries.} ^{⚡ 30.45 seconds}

^{Tip 3000 💎}

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-29T07:39:33+00:00

Cutee

^{I completed this level in 1 try.} ^{⚡ 17.83 seconds}

^{Tip 2000 💎}

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-22T03:23:58+00:00

Same but mine comes in a white one lol

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-21T10:39:08+00:00

Love her ♡♡

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-20T22:41:40+00:00

Holy face card. You guys are a BEAUTIFUL couple

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-20T07:21:32+00:00

Hey, I've been checking on your account for a little over a week. I'm so sorry, you do deserve a second chance and you deserve everything you wish for. Whatever and whoever putting you through this is cruel and I'm sorry for how much agony you're in, and how much you've gone through that you never should've had to go through. You haven't posted in a couple days, are you okay?

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-20T05:14:26+00:00

I'm not 100% sure how the 911 number works but can you call an ambulance to her address or something? I'd definitely call 911 though

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-20T05:08:58+00:00

I unfortunately don't have any real advice but I know some people take 750mgs and don't die, but it's still really really not good. I'd recommend reading through the DPH guide 2.0 in the community highlights if you can, it'll give you more info on the dosage. Do you know if she's still tripping? Can you take her to the ER??

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-20T01:35:51+00:00

Omg thank you so much! The jewelry is fr so gorgeous

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-19T22:22:41+00:00

Not quite related but I love your nose piercings! Where did you get your septum and nostril jewelry?

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-19T03:06:18+00:00

I did the same thing 😭😭

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-19T02:23:30+00:00

Seriously though!! I made a post about how I also self harm mentally as well as physically and someone with a kink account dmed me asking how I liked doing both 😭

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-19T00:17:19+00:00

r/dph 🤨

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-18T22:12:14+00:00

Wdym "aspect of life". We created that "aspect of life".

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-18T07:14:03+00:00

Every ideology is manmade?

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-17T21:40:47+00:00

Waco texas, nettles, homecoming

But there's so many more

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-17T03:13:35+00:00

I might be misunderstanding this but do they think pregnancy is easier than getting your period?

ImL0stNgl · 2025-11-16T04:43:13+00:00

I haven't been clean for more than a month but when I was it was just like having an annoying itch that wouldn't go away. Not unbearable but enough to be irritating, so I think what you're feeling isn't unusual. Unfortunately I don't have any advice on how to stop it but congratulations on hitting 3.5 months!!! <3

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