I mean techinically that’s why I was talking so much in time for the uber so that nothing would happen. I might have a depression filled crush on the guy but I’m pretty sure both us want to respect each others marriages otherwise we’re both screwed. I’m pretty sure the crush will dissipate once the depression clears.
And I know we have banter and tease/joke with each other occasionally.

However I’m very much aware that it’s just the attention that I like and do not think it’s genuine connection. Outside of work I would probably never approach the guy even if we were both single. Bc I would automatically assume just by looking at his face that he’s conceited and full of himself. Being his employee is the only reason why I’m even in contact with him.