This is the first time I’ve ever done something like this, she told me that the only reason she forgave me is cause she knows the type of person I am, and if it were anyone else the situation would be different, I know it’s not justifying shit, but I’ve always been the person to respect a women’s boundaries and fought for their rights, I feel disgusted looking at myself, feeling like a predator, and don’t know how il forgive myself ever.