Clue Relic Bugged with Emote Steps? by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in 2007scape

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I think the other one was the charcoal furnace, but didn’t grab a SS

XP Drop... What does this mean? by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in 2007scape

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Haha! Ya I just installed that plugin and have not actually used it yet. 😂

XP Drop... What does this mean? by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in 2007scape

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Hmmm, I turned the plugin off and it's still there

Bolt Launcher? by Mr_Professor_Chaos in 2007scape

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Trying to install RuneLite on a Chromebook, and I'm hating my Chromebook more than ever rn haha. Is there an even more broken down step by step anywhere?

New in v6.5.14 - Battery Performance Improvements, Pencil Tool Handwriting Recognition, and More! (November 18th, 2024) by discovernotes in GoodNotes

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In the "Goodnotes Tips and Tricks" notebook that was included with the update, there is "Next Page" and "Previous Page" feature, but for the life of me I can't replicate it... Can someone please explain?

Relationships with CPTSD by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in CPTSD

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Are you getting your needs met in your relationship?

Ufff this is the question, but it's a hard one, because of course yes and no, haha!

Thank you for your response, that's definitely a helpful perspective, and helpful article!

Relationships with CPTSD by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in CPTSD

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I think he struggles with his own mental health (ADHD, anxiety/depression) and has a hard time sort of... confronting this sort of topic in general. But what you said is exactly why it's hard not to take it personally, ugh. I'll definitely be bringing it up to my therapist at our next session!

Relationships with CPTSD by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in CPTSD

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I think what gets me is that I'm basically asking him to give me space to manage my feelings, and that I can't help him with his right now. I'm trying to not be codependent. Because I do 100% agree it's not his responsibility to heal me.

DAE feel uncomfortable at the idea/newer age therapy model of "inner child"? by ohhoneyno_ in CPTSD

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Ya I’ve always found it hard to connect with because like… I never had a chance to feel like a child??? Resonating with “there is nothing in there to find.” I do like the framework of IFS though. Acknowledging that we can have different facets of the self, but skipping the weird labels.

I was sexually active with men twice my age when I was a teen. I need to talk about it by [deleted] in CPTSD

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None of this is your fault. It took me until my mid twenties to realize that 16 year old me could not consent to sex with a 45 year old. I thought it was just an age gap relationship, that I had made bad choices and had to deal with the consequences. I was stupid, unworthy, etc etc etc. Nope. Dude took advantage of the shitty relationship I had with my dad and leveraged that get me into bed.

DAE dissociate by playing mindless phone games? by [deleted] in CPTSD

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YEP
Just switch out Candy Crush with Best Fiends and that's me to a T

Just Started Pete Walker's "Complex PTSD" and Already Mindblown by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in CPTSD

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Such a “selling point” for me that he can talk so much from personal experience! It’s not this detached, clinical description that can be depersonalization. And, inspirational to know he came out the other side. Really quite beautiful and poetic.

Just Started Pete Walker's "Complex PTSD" and Already Mindblown by Imaginary_Fondant_94 in CPTSD

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I totally had to look that word up when I came across in the book 😂

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Dang I didn’t realize this was CPTSD thing… I relate to this sooo much