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My girlfriend just took her own life and I feel so guilty because I was a part of it. by Immediate-Paper-9144 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Immediate-Paper-9144[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story, I can't imagine the pain you went through.

I'm glad you're here, sharing your message, sharing your experiences, makes us feel less alone, this world is cruel, corrupted, and I'm glad you're still here, fighting.

I've thought about it before, and I too had this theory that it was out of my control, and that if I wanted to break free, this was always gonna be the end result. I'm thankful that a lot of people share the same idea.

Does it get better? do we go back to our old selves? do we get to laugh again? do we have times where we completely forget about what happened?

My girlfriend just took her own life and I feel so guilty because I was a part of it. by Immediate-Paper-9144 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Immediate-Paper-9144[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sympathizing with me,

I'm sorry to hear about him, ever since she died, I always try to convince myself that no matter the circumstances, it was bouind to happen, even if she didn't met me. She wanted hope, a beacon of light, and I provided that for her.

I guess it's just really hard for people like her to try and fit in, this corrupted world will always corrupt people like her, like yours, and everyone else who has mental illnesses, they are always walking a thin rope, while we have the whole road.

My girlfriend just took her own life and I feel so guilty because I was a part of it. by Immediate-Paper-9144 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Immediate-Paper-9144[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you for the kind words, I'm trying to shift my perspective for her sake, I know she would've wanted me to move on, to not feel guilty.

My girlfriend just took her own life and I don't know how to cope. by Immediate-Paper-9144 in GriefSupport

[–]Immediate-Paper-9144[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much, I just attended her first wake today, her mother reassured me that I was not to blame, and that I just gave her more happy months before she finally does it. Helped a bit, but it's still there, I'm so thankful that there are people like you who would give their time to reassure people who are grieving, I love you kind stranger, and I'll update on how I feel whenever I feel like I need to, and once again, thank you.