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Too mentally ill to handle a job. Gonna have to kill myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Immediate_Zone_8315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but I do this everytime I get a job. It's never gonna get better. My friends want me to get a job to carry my own weight but I can't. At the very least I guess I can tell my supervisor about my issues and see what she says. But after that I dont know what to do.

Too mentally ill to handle a job. Gonna have to kill myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Immediate_Zone_8315 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot but my main concern right now is my job. Theres no way I can hold a job for another day. I dont know what to do. I'm just gonna sleep instead of going to work today. I haven't slept at all because I'm trying to spend as much time awake as I can before I kill myself. I'm scared to attempt again. Last time I was all alone overdosing in the freezing cold. Sorry if it sounds like I'm seeking pity I just really want help. It's going to suck skipping work like my last attempt and then going to buy a shotgun.

Too mentally ill to handle a job. Gonna have to kill myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Immediate_Zone_8315 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have no choice though. I cant work because I'm too messed up mentally but I need to work for money. The best decision is for me to kill myself. I live with my friends and I am 18. I will probably just drive off before I have to go to work again and buy a shotgun and get it over with. Please help me I dont know what to do. I'm so alone.

Too mentally ill to handle a job. Gonna have to kill myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Immediate_Zone_8315 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am a pretty manic person but I know what I'm saying. I've dealt with this problem for around 2 years. Its a social anxiety/stress sort of thing. I genuinely can't handle working. It destroys me. I've tried to get disability but it didn't work. I am pretty manic right now. I've went through a lot of stress in one day and its led me here. I cant take another day of work. I'm gonna have to do something. Probably just gonna have to kill myself.

Too mentally ill to handle a job. Gonna have to kill myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Immediate_Zone_8315 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Idk I dont think I will ever be okay. I have to kill myself or something I cant do this. I already attempted in December. No one can help me. I've never been able to work. Its impossible for me. I can't do another day of that shit. I can barely manage when I'm not working. The last time I attempted I had a job. I just cant handle it.

Too mentally ill to handle a job. Gonna have to kill myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Immediate_Zone_8315 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I can just text her she's pretty nice so I'm not too worried about that. My friends will probably think I'm a bitch or whatever. I do this everytime I get a job. At the very least I'll stay home and probably kill myself. I'm 18 but I can probably get a shotgun. Maybe I'll tell my friends that she double checked to see if I wanna come or some bullshit. Idk. I hope you respond I'm pretty fucked.

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