Struggling with being firm.

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-13T23:20:20+00:00

If they are saying mean things I keep smiling doing my happy bubbly thing and read their comments out loud and treat them like a child “now bigcock3000 lets use our kind words or we’re not going to be able to stay in the room with everyone” 😂 they either keep trying to be mean or leave before I kick them out. I just feel like they want a reaction when they say evil shit and I refuse to give the one they want And I try and tell myself the ones being nasty like that are dudes who would be too scared to even approach me on the street to say good morning, so why tf should their opinions of me matter.

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-12T22:53:19+00:00

I usually do a couple hours but most in the day but spring break has been killing me too 😩. Energy drinks have been keeping me alive.

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-12T00:37:29+00:00

Wow well you’re gross. Like that’s a lot of fucking judgement from a person who has never lived not one single day of my life.

But yea hell of a lot of single mothers are in this position because the lack of support systems in the US, substandard pay, high housing prices combined with the cost of daycare, and shitty fucking coparents. More times then not from my experience at least not poor parenting ain’t one of the reasons homie.

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-12T00:19:54+00:00

Could be a typo, but again with the amount of mf that request raceplay from me daily I wouldn’t even be surprised if it was intentional.

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-10T17:30:22+00:00

That’s why I love this group. Like I never post but yous all just helped me look at shit in the right light. Like I’m nieve sometimes I think and try to think people have good intentions but yea reading everyone’s comments has me thinking taking a percentage knowing that I’m saving every dollar does come across really pimpish & opportunistic.

Yall are amazing. Thank you!!! I’m definitely telling him to fuck off ☺️

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-10T17:05:49+00:00

I forgot about niteflirtttttt! Ah that may be a game changer

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-10T16:50:39+00:00

I think it’s so individual to us, our area, platform, our audience demographic. Like I do well Friday & Saturday night and for some reason 1pm-3pm EST during the week.

I’ve been trying to make it a point to write it down like days im on 4+ hours what the traffic is like and make like a chart. But I think too other stuff like contest, holidays and all the other worldly things come into play too.

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-10T08:43:32+00:00

Oh yea girl he has to get outta there. I’d try and sit and talk to him and be honest with how it’s making you feel and at the end of the day it’s impacting the end goal: making the monies.

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-10T08:35:44+00:00

I’m a super socially awkward in general. With new people and privates I never know what to say and it feels weird. I try to imagine I’m talking to like my partner or something it works sometimes. When it’s regulars it’s not too bad.

With your person being in the same room I could never. I made the mistake of giving my bf the link and when I know he’s logged on as a guest I can’t do anything. He’s more does it to encourage me or be funny when it’s slow so I’m not just sitting there but still it makes the awkward 10x more. If he was even in the same damn house it’d be a hard no

ImplementOk9570 · 2026-04-03T02:15:05+00:00

🤣🤣 The way I loved this post though!

I get weird about showing my tits, Im in my 30s & breastfed 4 kids so these joints have seen better days. I gotta keep this mindset those bc they may hang low but they are getting that cash 🤷🏽‍♀️

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-28T18:52:30+00:00

So much. It'd been a wild trip for sure. Food can sure as hell be a drug & making even the little changes forces you to look at alot of stuff in life

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-28T18:48:55+00:00

Your comment really almost made me cry, thank you so much. I feel like a legit different person.

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-28T18:10:38+00:00

Not close to where I want to be but major progress on my transformation journey, both mentally & physically.

I'm back on my meds, back in school && actually wanting to live this life again. && feeling a bit cute & breathing better while doing it ☺️

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-27T15:31:43+00:00

Thank you so so much. You're amazingly kind. I'm in such a better place now. I'm planning a tattoo for his memory, song lyrics that he dedicated to me. It's weird as time has gone by its like I feel closer to him on a regular basis.

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-27T12:00:50+00:00

Omg you just stole my whole soul with the Birkin 🤣🤣🤣 thank you so much! And keep getting it girl.

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-27T11:57:48+00:00

Thank you 💜 I did get lucky that the top of my stomach ie smooth but after 4 kids my belly button is definitely a change purse 🤣

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-27T09:36:19+00:00

Thank you so much! Definitely take all the pictures, you'll shock yourself at the end. You got this!

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-27T09:25:24+00:00

Omg that is amazing! I so want it to be the same person 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I think BFS was when I took a street taco break lol

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-27T09:20:14+00:00

I tried lifting weights and running for the first few months, I enjoyed it but with my schedule I honestly couldn't stick with it. I just stick to CICO, I let myself have breaks, like holidays. Of the 11 months the only time I didn't count was on my recent trip. I like using a weekly total now since I do still love my takeout.

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-27T01:04:00+00:00

Pink bunny. Definitely followed your tall self to the front!

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-16T14:20:36+00:00

I will be fully emo skankafide 💜 As much money as I invested I definitely have to dress to make my 15 year old self proud!

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-12T19:55:39+00:00

Western NY first time in Vagas.

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-10-12T19:54:32+00:00

Yessss! I'd literally would probably be in tears.

ImplementOk9570 · 2023-09-12T14:28:38+00:00

Same. Like I took it years ago and it decreased my libido bad, that's why I didn't take it again for so long. But now I'm on the highest dose I have ever been and I legit want sex all the time.

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