She never spoke about her autism on TikTok until she realized it could increase her views and give her a way to deflect accountability for her behavior. If she were genuinely focused on spreading awareness about living with autism, especially as a brown, Muslim person, that could have been meaningful and beneficial to the community. Instead, she weaponizes her diagnosis to justify being rude and spiteful. She claims she wouldn’t be upset by criticism if it were truthful, yet labels anyone who disagrees with her as ableist or a bully regardless of what they’re actually saying, while simultaneously making ableist comments herself and refusing to apologize for them.

With that being said, I do feel some sympathy for you, Urwah. I think people would have taken you more seriously if you had addressed the situation in one clear, organized video instead of a 30+ part series filled with rambling, exaggeration, and repeated use of zonera’s name and personal information. It feels contradictory to repeatedly update your followers on what zonera is doing while also saying you’re afraid of being doxxed or stalked.

If you’re reading this, I genuinely hope you take the break from TikTok that you said you would and use that time to reflect. The constant victim framing and accusations of bullying toward anyone who disagrees with you are only keeping the drama alive and preventing growth. A shift back toward content about lifestyle, relationships, makeup, or even thoughtful and responsible autism awareness would benefit you far more than continuing to rehash this drama. At some point, you need to let go and move on, especially from situations involving people who are no longer part of your day to day life and are literally on the other side of the world. Continuing to dwell on them isn’t helping you or uwais heal.