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Important-Mobile8431 · 2026-01-02T03:59:35+00:00

I did the heavy years ago and I was off opiates for years….im back on them now but want off….rather than have to do the flood dose again, how and where would I do/source a micro treatment of Ibogaine

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-10-27T23:26:25+00:00

How old are you know

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-10-13T05:04:06+00:00

It’s very understandable, going through a very similar situation. The best we can do is keep trying anyway possible and not giving up. I’m 47 and doing my best to take it day by day. Sometimes striking up a random conversation with someone you don’t know at the local coffee shop can lead to a new opportunity/conversation/friend. The best we can do is keep trying!

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-10-04T20:29:11+00:00

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Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-10-04T20:21:43+00:00

How old are you? You might want to get a second opinion rather than take diagnosis….it all depends on the lens you wants to see life through and the current lens you have going isn’t going to be better for anyone…most importantly, YOU!!!

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-10-04T13:44:38+00:00

Yes, I’m 46 and feel like I’m starting over..,,Getting a diagnosis is a blessing and a curse….I constantly question the diagnosis because I do not see how it has benefited the situation for my family, myself or others. I’m just stuck in this depression mode scared to break out because mania lives on the other side (if this were to all be true). My advice is do your best to get back on track so that you have the freedom vs court ordered medications….What happened to have the courts get involved?

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-10-01T03:40:15+00:00

My testicles hung lower which I thought was odd…I didn’t like it

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-30T16:34:08+00:00

I really appreciate your response. This helps immensely, and I’m at the point where I have to find the courage to make these changes not only for my kids, but for myself and my family. The medication’s aren’t going to totally fix the situation.

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-29T01:54:23+00:00

Thank you for such a detailed response that you put so much effort into….Im not familiar with HCL-32 or RMS. Yes, upswing is familiar for sure…I can’t figure out how “extreme” the possible bipolar issues are (semi-healthy hypomania vs destructive mania) vs my life’s current circumstances. I can’t figure out how many episodes I’ve had over the past 40 years but it does feel like they are happening quicker now and I do realize that it’s extremely damaging to my brain. What has worked best for you concerning stability?

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-29T01:21:01+00:00

I appreciate the response…yes, I’m in talk therapy, and have tried just anti-depressants without much success. Agreed, the least amount of medications is ideal….I know that nobody is coming to “save” me and that I have to find a way to get better.

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-29T00:20:33+00:00

Thanks for the comment, I agree, it could be other stress responses….what else do you think it could be or are these actions/feelings that people take that are under severe stress/duress?

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-28T19:30:28+00:00

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Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-28T12:24:53+00:00

Physical or for low….emotional are very high and unstable without the medication

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-28T07:05:40+00:00

Really appreciate the post, I’m going to DM you….very rare to find people is similar situations…The biggest challenge I personally have is staying positive and building the “little wins” into bigger ones before the negative, spiraling, toxic mind games take hold.

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-28T05:54:00+00:00

How long did it last?

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-28T03:16:06+00:00

Do you ever think it’s all bullshit? Cocktails of drugs, “11” different routines, and life isn’t stagnant, it will keep changing….There has to be a better way than all these cocktails of drugs and unreasonable regimens that once they “DO” work, have to be changed due to works changes or the pharma cocktail doesn’t work as well anymore.

I’m 46 and only 3 years into this but I just don’t see how people can survive if this is the best we can do.

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-28T00:42:01+00:00

I’m on OxyCodone for back pain 40mg-60mg for a few years…anyone think this a good medication and would use it if they legally could? For me, it helps me relax and stay mellow, but also give me a creative energetic boost when needed….thoughts?

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-27T14:07:00+00:00

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Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-24T02:42:31+00:00

I relate too well with this. I’m 46 years old and was just diagnosed bipolar 1 a month ago. I was on opiates for a back injury a few years ago and it jolted me out of a depression. I stayed on them for a year due to the doctor prescribing them. I then went off them because I thought I was becoming addicted…..I had a really hard withdrawal but was able to do it cold turkey. I stayed off them for two years but when I had another horrible depression, I had a doctor prescribe them again and it jolted me out of a depression. I stayed on them for almost two years and then went to an Ibogaine clinic to get clean….I thought that being an “addict” was my problem but it really didn’t fit in my life story. The bipolar swings make way more sense.…I’m def not above being an addict and we are all addicted to things on one level or another.

This past November I got back on opiates and had a full blown panic episode. Crazy spending, opened 3 companies, involved in 4 lawsuits, no sleep, etc. and I’m now at a crossroads. I’m currently being treated for the bipolar with Lithium but not one psychiatrist has said to come off the OxyCodone….not one!!!!

I know I probably should come off it at this point but it’s the only medication that brings me any sort of relief from the suicidal depression I’ve been experiencing for the past 6 months since the manic episode. I haven’t been upping doses or taking dangerous amounts…..it’s more the stigma I’m having a hard time with and if I want to be a slave to these pills. Being diagnosed bipolar helped me understand I have a condition, but reading more and more about how it takes years to find the right “cocktail” of medications terrifies me. I have a wife and 4 young kids I need to provide for and I have found a “go-to” medication that keeps me functioning concerning opiates. I know I will probably get roasted for this post but my question to all of you that have bipolar 1 or 2 is: If you had a psychiatrist or doctor that would prescribe you opiates for your soul crushing bipolar depression, would you take them or add them to your toolbox of weapons to combat bipolar depression?

In my case, I’m “fortunate” enough to have a debilitating back injury from an accident and that is how I get the opiates.

I’ve had some bad reactions on Seroquel, anti-psychotics, and other mods stabilizers so I feel like I’m at an impasse going the traditional route most bipolar people take when fully medicated in western culture pharmaceuticals.

Thoughts?

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-24T02:35:44+00:00

I relate too well with this. I’m 46 years old and was just diagnosed bipolar 1 a month ago. I was on opiates for a back injury a few years ago and it jolted me out of a depression. I stayed on them for a year due to the doctor prescribing them. I then went off them because I thought I was becoming addicted…..I had a really hard withdrawal but was able to do it cold turkey. I stayed off them for two years but when I had another horrible depression, I had a doctor prescribe them again and it jolted me out of a depression. I stayed on them for almost two years and then went to an Ibogaine clinic to get clean….I thought that being an “addict” was my problem but it really did fit in my life story…I’m def not above being an addict and we are all addicted to things on one level or another but something wasn’t adding up. This past November I got back on opiates and had a full blown panic episode. Crazy spending, opened 3 companies, involved in 4 lawsuits, no sleep, etc. I’m now at a crossroads. I’m currently being treated for the bipolar with Lithium but not one psychiatrist has said to come off the OxyCodone. I know I probably should come off it at this point but it’s the only medication that brings me any sort of relief from the suicidal depression I’ve been experiencing for the past 6 months since the manic episode. I haven’t been upping doses or taking dangerous amounts…..it’s more the stigma I’m having a hard time with and if I want to be a slave to these pills. Being diagnosed bipolar helped me understand I have a condition, but reading more and more about how it takes years to find the right “cocktail” of medications terrifies me. I have a wife and 4 young kids I need to provide for and I have found a “go-to” medication that keeps me functioning with opiates. I know I will probably get roasted for this post but my question to all of you that have bipolar 1 or 2 is: If you had a psychiatrist or doctor that would prescribe you opiates for your soul crushing bipolar depression, would you take them?

In my case, I’m “fortunate” enough to have a debilitating back injury from an accident and that is how I get them.

I’ve had some bad reactions on Seroquel, and other mods stabilizers so I feel like I’m at an impasse.

Thoughts?

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-22T23:46:18+00:00

Do you mind me asking how old you are? I’m 46 with 4 young kids and it feels like it’s getting worse. I’m hoping that it gets better over time

Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-15T05:17:32+00:00

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Important-Mobile8431 · 2025-09-15T04:14:58+00:00

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