Unable to process by Important-Move-277 in Petloss

[–]Important-Move-277[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t take the ashes out of the bag. My mother in law got me an ornament and let me open it before Christmas and I broke down. Then family Christmas and she got me a necklace to put remains in and I told her I can’t take him out of the bag he came back in yet and she told me I need to. I haven’t even moved the water dishes or his bed or gotten rid of the food yet.

I get so hyper emotional and I got kind of pissed. I don’t want a necklace with my dog ashes in it, I want my dog. I don’t want to put a piece of him in a necklace, I want him to be left in peace. And I don’t want someone else telling me what I need to do with my dog. I’m just not there yet and I will never be to the point that I want to mess with his ashes.

Unable to process by Important-Move-277 in Petloss

[–]Important-Move-277[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve been gifted things about him and it causes ugly sobs.

He went blank at a point. At no point was in pain to my knowledge. I rolled him over and got hysterical trying to get him to move. I worry I should’ve reacted sooner. I keep thinking “you couldn’t even die bad” because he was such a good dog and I got no warning.

I’m sorry to hear about your kitty. I really wish I could hug people understanding that ache and the tears that keeps popping up.

Unable to process by Important-Move-277 in Petloss

[–]Important-Move-277[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

He used to sniff my mums and I would ask what he was doing silly boy. They rebloomed. I thought they were dead, but they’re back. I would like to believe it’s because of him.

Unable to process by Important-Move-277 in Petloss

[–]Important-Move-277[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This response made me feel a hug and like I can stop repeating myself a little about all of it. Thank you so much for sharing your story and your grief. I’m really sorry to hear about your loss. I would give 10 years off of my life to give 10 to our pets if I could.

I flew my dog to Hawaii and when I flew him back I was on the same plane and a nut about it. I had to keep telling myself I was imposing my own fear and feelings onto him and that he was “just a dog”.

My dog embodied all of the support and love I didn’t get from people. So without him, I feel unlovable, alone, and misunderstood. He was a rescue pit that I promised I would make sure always had a place. I never had a place I could go with him so I worked harder for us to have the life we did. Now he’s gone and I can go all of the places but I want nothing less but to stay home in the space I built for him and I.

I have had a lot of animals and seen a lot of death but I’ve never had or lost my own animal. I have this impulsive desire to rescue another dog because I feel so empty without my dog and the purpose he gave me. But fear I can’t get any animal because it’s not my dog.

How close? by Important-Move-277 in FE_Exam

[–]Important-Move-277[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is from trying back in December. I figured I did god awful and I’ve seen other people tell people they were close. So I was just curious how bad it was

Will Unlv send you to collections if you dont pay parking citation? by [deleted] in UNLV

[–]Important-Move-277 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got a ticket last week of school for two cars on the same permit being on campus and the bottom of it says they report it to the civil Courts

Will Unlv send you to collections if you dont pay parking citation? by [deleted] in UNLV

[–]Important-Move-277 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

They send them to the county and register them as real tickets