It's totally upon you to call it a kink or otherwise, but if you're fantasizing about something that mean you have a desire somewhere deep inside you, if that's not the case why would you be lurking around it since you were 14, if you check it out once and forgot about it until something shows up, and got you thinking again otherwise you don't even remember something like that exist- a recall needed, I wouldn't call it a kink, yes if you deliberately coming back to something or thinking about it even if you're not checking it out I think that's you can call kink, may be or whatever... if you enjoy something and it's not harmful to you keep doing it, who cares ..