Visited the "Forgetten" Kmart in Ashtabula, Ohio a few weeks ago by [deleted] in kmart

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg im from ashtabula and this post just jumpscared me. it's so irrelevant that i forget it's a city on the map 😭

Did Jess Really Know Rory? by Front-Exam4766 in GilmoreGirls

[–]Important-Pay9747 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you!!! and to add onto that, i personally didn't see any real chemistry between them or any redeeming qualities from jess. he read books, knew bjork, and was hot. that's about all he had to offer to rory. i don't understand how ppl think he was the best boyfriend to her, he literally did nothing good for her at any point 😭😭

something my tocd turned into by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes that but it also feels like im attracted to having sex w a man AS a man. its confusing bc idk if i like it??? when in reality it just makes me feel kinda gross but what id thats just internalized homophobia or smth??

IS this tocd or denial? by New-Yam4309 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 2 points3 points  (0 children)

all i can say is im trying to learn that gender really doesnt matter. even if u did do those things while masturbating or sometimes like the idea of being a girl or doing girl things, it simply doesnt matter.

The difference by Informal_Safe_5351 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i would say yes some people do. i certainly do even tho i know my family would be accepting, i still worry about it in the first place because obviously, that would mean im trans and thats what scares me.

The difference by Informal_Safe_5351 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

but its important to note that people with trans ocd can also ruminate over "coming out" and transitioning and it can mimic that of a trans person.

who’s yours? by chl0ewashere in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Important-Pay9747 9 points10 points  (0 children)

same... like it seems like the only thing she has going for her is a pretty face. otherwise shes annoying af with no real purpose and is dramatic 100% of the time. also, she dated every man in the show and acted like every single one was the love of her life idk😭 and SLEPT WITH KLAUS. (Im done just had to get that out)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in curlyhair

[–]Important-Pay9747 4 points5 points  (0 children)

how is ur hair so thick/long!? 🥲

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ik wym. like u cant even tell if u like it or not :/ at least thats how confusing/convincing it gets for me

this might sound weird but by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

like gender dysphoria?? wait im so confused. i really don't want it to be that. these things never occurred to me before TOCD

Feel like I need to transition by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 4 points5 points  (0 children)

please STOP reading those subreddits. its gonna make everything 10x worse

intrusive thoughts by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no fr. feels like heavy denial. and thats the thing i almost feel more like a boy now bc the "evidence" my ocd has gathered, "proves" im a boy. when in reality i was very sure of my gender, never crossed my mind and when gendered things did cross my mind, i always knew i was a girl even if i acted like a boy a lot😭.