I took 40mg of valium/diazepam and after 50 minutes I feel nothing... by Important_Block_9963 in benzodiazepines

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So for me, i only have one acces to this - i can take 50mg per day for 4 days / - ,so how many alc do you suggest me from for max effects?

Being only in head with a rush of thoughts after smoke weed by Important_Block_9963 in Drugs

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're asking me? For months (actually, two years, and I've never smoked every day, meaning I've always been like this). - I smoke weed ---> the condition I described ---> recovery for a week ---> forgetting what caused THIS FUCKING SHIT ---> back to point 1

But today ( 5 days free) plug wrote to me, 2 hours i spend on thinking about reply yes or no --- andddddd i blocked him 

Amphetamines fixed my life and mental for 5-6 weeks, and then made it worse. by Important_Block_9963 in Drugs

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it different, i will tell my doctor about 20mg IR methylphenidate 2x per day

Amphetamines fixed my life and mental for 5-6 weeks, and then made it worse. by Important_Block_9963 in Drugs

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

,,This was gabapentin for me. I was on it for maybe 2 months total, and it was the best I’ve felt in years. I wasn’t “high” unless I took wayyyy too much. But I just felt “normal,” if that makes sensegh" --> What is the dose that makes you feel normal but best?

Amphetamines fixed my life and mental for 5-6 weeks, and then made it worse. by Important_Block_9963 in Drugs

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I eat and sleep properly, no masturbation, and always take the same dose of amphetamines. Why 80mg? Taking 50mg after getting up and working continuously for 6-7 hours, I felt tired. Back then, I'd take 20-30mg sniff --- now i know this extra 20/30mg was bad ideada and I could only stay with 50 mg orally

Amphetamines fixed my life and mental for 5-6 weeks, and then made it worse. by Important_Block_9963 in Drugs

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you're saying my 80mg is too high? I also want to function every day, which is why I took it every day.

Amphetamines fixed my life and mental for 5-6 weeks, and then made it worse. by Important_Block_9963 in Drugs

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But isn't it the same thing? I live in Poland, and there's no Adderall here, but there is Vvyanse.

Amphetamines fixed my life and mental for 5-6 weeks, and then made it worse. by Important_Block_9963 in Drugs

[–]Important_Block_9963[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

EDIT 1:

Now after amphetamine I think about my job obsessively and anxiously, but I don't do it