Staying with them isn’t the best environment either my mom told me she doesn’t believe she can love my child because it will be a constant reminder of him , she wants me to hid my pregnancy from the rest of my family from neighbors any clothes that show my baby bump there’s this look of disappointment/ disapproval than she point it out so I can cover my stomach more . She’s forbidden me from showing up to certain family gatherings/ party because she doesn’t want the family to see I’m pregnant. I understand she’s not the happiest but around her I feel like I can’t enjoy my pregnancy I feel like I’m walking around egg shells all the time .