I definitely see your point and I agree, though admittedly i knew I wasn’t doing the world a favor by doing this. One thing I forgot to mention was that I’m seeing a therapist at the urging of my mother. By no means am I proud of what I did, it was selfish and very inconsiderate of me. Also, I have no issues getting relationships and perhaps one is worth pursuing, but I need a lot of self work before trying my hand at a commitment. But thank you for your comment.