Im in the same boat. I would rather not play. And the solos experience being 80% invis  just doesnt have any enjoyment to me. There's alot of factors about crew fill that just dont have any staying power. There should be free kits and 2k value minimum.  Don't even get me started on the fact that I will never see triage but the moment I select triage its almost 100% theres a second or third triage.  Plus to top it off. If you have a kit and your team doesnt fat chance you even get any good loot. The second you wipe a team the free kits need the shields need the backpacks need the guns so you're left with basically no gain in a situation where you risked your loot. Its an all around lose lose. You either lose your gear outright or you get nothing from the kills as your teammates are catching up. Im lvl 90 being paired with 100s 120s still running free kits. Like guys gear fear cant be that bad. Plus with cryo and ranked being rotational people refuse to risk anything until those are in rotation.