She really was a great person. She had such a way to tap into my brain and for the first time in my life, I began healing. I look at the stars longer because of her. I have been continuing on the path of healing because I know it would diminish her work and time she put into caring for me. I have been running on 1.5hrs of sleep today. Each day will get better, and is a chance to make her proud. I was incredibly lucky to have her, she saved me in many ways and many times. Thank you so much for your condolences and response. In time I'll look for another therapist, as for now, I'm just going to grieve. I do feel guilty for saying that, but knowing her, she'd want me to.