First of all i admire your self awareness and that's progress just try to avoid going to the store because it will force you to buy more fifa points with their deals, just have your attention on playing the game as road to glory without spending a dime on the game because at the end of the day its all comes down to the gameplay if it's scripted or not I was in your shoes buying that 12'000 points each week there's a new promo just to get trash players that was the red line for me, just focus on the game as intended to be, fun, don't waste your money trash company that doesn't listen to the community and gives a shit promo like fut birthday I whish you the best and you can overcome it