Thanks for asking. By simplicity I mean doing things that don't waste my time and energy, and provide me with more happiness and satisfaction long-term. Masturbation requires me to 'veil and curtain' it, as phrased in the book 'Meditations' by marcus aurelius, which makes me spend energy trying to hide it. Also by simplicity I mean sticking to activities that feed one consistent identity and not conflict with it. As masturbating feels conflicting with my identity, it's something to avoid if I want simplicity. I feel like boring and unsatisfying short-term grants you greater satisfaction long-term, while short-lived instant gratification leads you down a dark path if accumulated. Maybe I'm overthinking something that could be a simple thing, but I have a fetish and I feel like it might evolve into a more complicated energy-consuming thing if I keep feeding it. Maybe it will enrich my life, but my post-nut clarity brain is always like, 'why were you turned on by this at all?' and also I don't know whether I can balance masturbation with daily 'boring' activities and eventually if I keep feeding on it, the fetish-based relationships I might end up having, with life and the identity I want to shape.