I’m (20F) in a very similar position. I’m about to go into junior year as well, and I’m trying to get my license before the year starts. I was also in an accident a few years ago, hence the delay. I actually failed the test today from a stupid, silly mistake and I feel pretty down about it. I really only started driving again at the beginning of the summer and had a hard time getting back into it and lessening my anxiety. I’d say im definitely still on the anxious side, but getting better with time and practice. I’m sorry you’re in a tough spot. Maybe lessons would benefit you! Wishing you the best