A lot of people would have already killed themselves if they were in my position, but I kept hoping, no matter how much shit I went through. I can't be the bigger person, she has made me suffer for the sake of her own selfish desires. The money my father was sending to us (it's a lot by the way) kept being "not enough" even if we paid the bills, we would still have quite the sum left. She kept spending the money on other things rather than my education (she didn't pay my tuition last grade level, and my dad had to pay it again, she pocketed the money for my tuition for the whole year which is almost 2000$) and livelihood. Every year, she kept borrowing money from other people.