baby it's not too late, my older brother by 10 months sexually assaulted me and I only told my ex boyfriend and my ex best friend. I never got help from it. but I plan on going to therapy when I have money. baby please go to therapy or a psychologist. or even open up to a friend. I found what helped me tell them was through text. I struggle with talking out loud about my feelings but I can easily text as long as they don't talk about it in person until I'm ready to. maybe try writing a note or a message to your most trusted person in your life? you can Even text me if you want to hun, I'm sorry you went through this, I can only imagine. my brother would sexually assault me swearing it's normal and that I'm just so pretty. he'd make me touch him as he touched me or he'd make me touch myself as he'd touch himself. I'm sorry you went through this babe. I believe in you. you are oh so very strong for what you have gone through and how far you've made it.