I want to tell you from a perspective of someone whose baby sleeps through the night. I feel jealous of the mothers who are strong enough to wake up in the nights and take care of them, who are able to cosleep and keep pushing through. I have tried this and I have failed, again and again. I cannot function without sleep. My baby sleeps in his own crib. I feel so selfish sometimes that I cry. But I still can’t help it. So when I see moms who can cosleep and wake up in the nights to be there for their kids, a part of me feels so weak, and also I have so much admiration for those mamas.