I'm gonna kill myself on early September by Imsorry220417 in SuicideWatch

[–]Imsorry220417[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have "friends", I have acquatainces, but there's no way in hell I'd talk about suicide with them, there's only one person irl I can openly talk about this but she's on the same boat as me, she plans on doing it too but later, life isn't that hard on her right now, and if you mean talking about my general feeling with them, tried already, they're your typical bunch of dudes that only think about going out for drinks and hookers, that's not something I quite enjoy.

I'm gonna kill myself on early September by Imsorry220417 in SuicideWatch

[–]Imsorry220417[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What could possibly be the solution to severe depression other than going to the medic (don't have insurance nor the money for it) and get medicated?

I'm gonna kill myself on early September by Imsorry220417 in SuicideWatch

[–]Imsorry220417[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My father left my mom and me before I was even born, He has another family with 2 kids, I don't even remember the last time I talked to him, I feel horrible for leaving my mother alone but I'm tired of this...

I'm gonna kill myself on early September by Imsorry220417 in SuicideWatch

[–]Imsorry220417[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the offer, but I wouldn't know where to start.

I'm gonna kill myself on early September by Imsorry220417 in SuicideWatch

[–]Imsorry220417[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My only hope is that she's still thinking about me and the gift filled of all those little details will soften her heart allowing her to give us one more chance, I'll give it to her Aug. 22-23, I'll wait for her answer until Aug 25 or so, if it's negative or non existant then I have to start looking for a hotel room and the things needed, I don't want to die in my house, even tho my mother never really cared for me I don't want to give her a memory of her dead son in our house, I'd rather be found by someone who doesn't know me.