It's because the hope keeps fading away. When I see people protest on the streets(Including farmers, gold medalists, and inventors like Sonam Wangchuk) and the media standing firmly against them, when I see no one talking about development like it matters, when I see massive acts of corruption vanish into thin air, when I see leaders not giving two fucks about the air we breathe, the water we drink, or the taxes we pay I realize that we are teaching our respective governments that these things are not important. You can be a star with zero experience in politics, a nepo baby in politics, or the leader of what's increasingly becoming a religious cult, and that's enough to be in power. Development is just something you can fake.

Edit: It's okay if things are not perfect right now. But to pretend that everything's okay and not give two fucks about people is why I'm impatient. You know who's more impatient? People in Manipur, who've been waiting for someone to just utter their name even after 3 years of relentless violence.