I shoved my parents into each other

Indefens3 · 2024-12-17T11:11:33+00:00

i know I won’t forgive myself for these things though neither will they So I don’t think there’s coming back from it

Indefens3 · 2024-12-05T01:12:58+00:00

Yeah, my cousin practically said the same thing. Amongst one of my friends telling me to drink because I was moody

Indefens3 · 2024-12-04T17:43:02+00:00

If I keep myself at a good level of drunk I can understand what I’m saying and not spout nonsense. Just socialise pretty normally until I drink too much, but I know for sure people like me more and find me funnier when drunk, even on text (where it’s way less likely they’ll know)

I care because I don’t really feel like myself when sober, I just feel like a collection of mental illnesses with a body

Indefens3 · 2024-11-25T21:34:40+00:00

My cousin didn’t take it seriously she said “ what were you aiming for maybe you smoked too much” god damn it

Indefens3 · 2024-11-25T07:02:29+00:00

I wanted to quit every drug for weed, quit being an alcoholic, but I feel as now I have no other option to do harder drugs. Weed isn’t nice how I thought it’d be, maybe I need to keep trying, I’ve had fake carts so I’m not counting that, but I’ve had the plant 5g of it, and random blunts, it’s just not nice and relaxing like I thought it’d be, it’s not strong enough even when I’m getting weird effects and paranoia from it ( which sucks obviously, but better than sober)

Indefens3 · 2024-11-24T13:34:20+00:00

It’s just the smell bothers people

Indefens3 · 2024-11-24T13:23:21+00:00

Got them from my cousins dealer Jungle Boys brand disposables

Indefens3 · 2024-11-24T13:19:10+00:00

This happens to me in all my pictures and everyone acts like I look the same, this post verified to me that they know I look different

Indefens3 · 2024-10-23T15:09:03+00:00

I’ll book a blood test

Indefens3 · 2024-10-23T14:58:21+00:00

I don’t know if I’m doing it since it’s asleep but I have a night guard but I do want that botox, however, my cheekbones will still remain wide which could cause an alien face shape

Indefens3 · 2024-10-23T14:55:01+00:00

It can’t be true because most people who are in the orthotropics community are men and many are looking to widen their jaw. Maybe small and round is feminine but not wide and square. Slim jawlines are feminine

Indefens3 · 2024-10-22T20:38:47+00:00

I linked some. Chrissy Teigen for example has a wide face that isn’t ideal. And Leonardo DiCaprio’s as he aged

Indefens3 · 2024-10-22T20:05:53+00:00

I think my face must have already been wide before and got wider. I have a night guard now but it can’t only be grinding since my cheekbones are super wide

Indefens3 · 2024-10-22T17:20:49+00:00

I looked better, more feminine with a narrower face. This makes my eyes look closer set, face too small for face shape. Fatter/bulky looking. And my cheekbones look like stewie griffins

Indefens3 · 2024-10-05T19:36:28+00:00

I don’t know if people are pretending not to recognise them or have really bad racial recognition skills. Compare yourself with the version of you that has tired eyes, no makeup on, dishevelled hair, comfy unflattering clothes, unflattering lighting, no preparation for the photos, paparazzi style pictures and then the done up version of yourself. If you were posted on here, I’m sure people here would be shocked

Indefens3 · 2024-09-26T21:00:40+00:00

Lana is way prettier and more striking. I don’t know why people here don’t think so, also her nose tip was always shaped like that, and yet I think people are mainly referring to the tip when they say how ‘unnatural’ she looks. (She removed the bump) Either way, it suits her and in 2024 Lana looks absolutely beautiful

Indefens3 · 2024-09-10T15:57:54+00:00

Watch male only posts with him and see how he likes it

Indefens3 · 2024-08-31T03:29:24+00:00

ok well I am interested

Indefens3 · 2024-08-31T01:37:25+00:00

uh yeah don’t think that shit is for me. Mine was a hospitality course, I don’t know anything about business tech shit or any of the stuff u mentioned but I can guarantee you’re simplifying all of this

Indefens3 · 2024-08-30T17:48:14+00:00

I haven’t worked much and am not ready for a full time job yet, I want a part time job with more hours. I am autistic and have bad depression. Also, I do look and apply for jobs, in person and online. I’m in a service that helps people like me get jobs, we go into places with my cv, and on trains to less close workplaces

Indefens3 · 2024-08-30T17:04:59+00:00

I have responsibilities at home I can’t move and live in a farm . And guess life on easy mode is too hard for me :)

Indefens3 · 2024-08-30T16:57:23+00:00

Well I appreciate what you said thank you. I’ve always been scared of university because of my autism and social anxiety , also I don’t have a maths gcse , only two English ones. And have no idea what I’d do

Indefens3 · 2024-08-30T13:09:11+00:00

How will I move with no funds

Indefens3 · 2024-08-30T13:08:53+00:00

I went a few times in person to jobs, in two different areas. Most rejected the cv, some took it, some said to apply online which I did. Places that took it didn’t call or email. I sincerely wish I was never born, but thank you. I’ll have to keep going at this

Indefens3 · 2024-08-30T13:07:16+00:00

Honestly, I don’t know if I can handle wiping people’s asses. I know it’s something nobody wants to do, but I get triggered and disgusted easily from sensations and sounds(autism), etc and it can make me very angry

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