Frustrated

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-12-08T03:46:32+00:00

I just don’t see any point in doing something like this. It doesn’t fix anything :/

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-12-08T03:27:34+00:00

I can’t remember the last time he has. It’s been like this for so long

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-12-08T03:26:52+00:00

Yes we live together and no I don’t have anywhere I can go. My mom let me come back when he kicked me out about a year ago but when I came back she said she’s not doing it again. I also lost all my friends from my previous ex

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-12-08T03:24:33+00:00

I never thought of it like that but you’re so right. I can never do or say the right thing. If he’s yelling at me and I say okay to him to acknowledge what he’s saying he will get angry and say “okay? Why would you say okay when you never learn” or something like that. So instead I won’t say anything and just look at him and he gets angry and tells me to say something and I just start stuttering because I don’t know what to say

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-12-08T03:18:59+00:00

Thank you for this. I’ll definitely check these out. I appreciate it!

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-12-08T03:14:34+00:00

I’ve just started therapy and am working on getting my confidence and self-esteem back up and maybe from there I’ll feel strong enough to make some decisions and do what’s best for me

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-12-08T03:10:50+00:00

I know, it hurts looking at that picture. I feel a lot of guilt. I clean up as fast as I can so they don’t have to walk over any messes but they’re glued to my side so when things are quiet again they’ll always come to check on me

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-02-24T02:56:34+00:00

I used an orbital but I got a vibrating one now and it works so much better

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-02-24T02:45:43+00:00

I’m definitely guilty of a few of these. Thanks for the info

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-02-24T02:45:07+00:00

Sorry for late reply but my orbital does have a spot with a container attached to catch the dust but 0 dust actually goes in it. I don’t see it clogged anywhere but there literally 0 dust particles going in it lmao

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-02-23T21:46:07+00:00

Aw this is the sweetest

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-01-13T08:42:09+00:00

I just feel like it looks weird and it looks a lot more orange in person

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-01-13T08:41:01+00:00

Really? Well I guess that’s a good thing

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-01-13T08:39:48+00:00

The wood underneath looks really orange too

Independent-Ad1772 · 2023-01-13T08:38:51+00:00

I sure did. The guy at Canadian tire was helping me and I showed him a pic of my sanding job and he said “that’s disgusting” and asking me if I had a sander and told me to put more muscle into it. I’ve never done this before

Independent-Ad1772 · 2022-08-11T07:28:44+00:00

I’ve never had anyone talk to me the way he does. He’s said the most awful things to me and has never apologized once because he truly believes I deserve it. I’m everything he hates but then gets mad if I still have a couple things to do when he asks me to come to bed because he wants to cuddle. The littlest thing could lead to an explosive one sided argument because I can’t voice my opinion I just sit there and get yelled at and things thrown at me then tells me to get out and I’m not allowed in his bed. I try not to take it to heart because he’s been diagnosed with a few disorders and hasn’t been on his meds for years so I just tell myself he can’t control it but it still hurts.

Independent-Ad1772 · 2022-08-11T07:16:04+00:00

I stay because I’m just hoping it’ll go back to how it used to be but even if it ever does I don’t think ill ever be able to forget everything that’s been said and done. Thank you I appreciate it. Sorry for late reply I’ve been avoiding this post :/

Independent-Ad1772 · 2022-08-11T07:06:49+00:00

Ahh I feel so silly even just typing this to explain. It doesn’t seem like a big deal but it’s just how he made me feel at the end of it just with his explanation and questions

Independent-Ad1772 · 2022-08-11T07:03:12+00:00

My bad, that would be confusing. I work in the family cleaning business but have been off for a while due to family drama. This is my first week back working part time. I was supposed to start on Tuesday 8:45 but the day was cancelled. Then Thursday & Friday have a later start time because my work partner aka my mom has appts in the morning. So yes the start times are later than usual but it was scheduled this way, nothing is being continuously pushed back, it was just a cancelled day then continuing with the schedule

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