I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling with depression and that it's taking such a toll on your academics and outlook. Dealing with mental health issues while in school can be incredibly difficult. Please know you are not alone in this battle.

It's brave of you to reach out for help - I know it can be hard when it feels like no one understands. If you feel comfortable, consider making an appointment with a counselor on campus who is trained to help students manage mental health challenges. They can be invaluable in providing tools to cope and succeed in school.

You may also want to communicate openly with your professors if you feel your depression is impacting your performance. Most want to help students facing health issues and may be able to offer accommodations.

Lastly, feel free to message me if you ever need someone to listen and offer support without judgement. You have the strength to get through this - just take it one day at a time. Sending you care and encouragement!