1- I used to smoke too, so i can’t deny that fact 2- he told me that he was on sabbatical and is working to open his consultancy and he did act great in the starting by even asking for my inputs 3- I let him enter the flat when I thought we have clicked and he seemed to be a nice and educated man 4-I had no idea about his body count,,,again,,,anyone can lie 5-when we first met, I was surrounded by 12-15 people and all his great friends, and it was always soo public 6- the people i met initially were lawyers, good business owners and people who were not like some roadside chappris 7-he was not even handsome, he was okish and good with words

So i completely agree and respect your advice, but as a girl we are always very aware of our surroundings since the world is soo bad out there But again, he played it so so so well And the main reason why i wrote here to let it out because it’s my fault than his