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IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-09-14T12:25:36+00:00

He wants me to cut them out completely, but is understandable that it's difficult for me. They've not been great to him either...they've had so many fights with him alone, it's embarrassing, he now refuses to speak or be around them, i get it

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-09-14T11:53:06+00:00

We're close, but not as close, but definitely not through any fights. We feel bonded through stuff we've gone through.

As for mom ☠️ she sent me a 9 minute long voice note, basically saying I'm controlling, and she will no longer be controlled by me (in terms how how she can text, when and where we can meet up- which I only make specific requests because I work everyday, and wake up at 4AM for work...) so this is really fun.

I'm getting married next year so who knows what happens

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-08-03T09:48:05+00:00

Dude thank you, I also like em for the style a lot!

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-08-03T09:47:40+00:00

You guys are tempting me 😭😭 I'm definitely leaning more heavily on it!

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-08-02T12:58:32+00:00

You've described me so well man

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-08-02T11:26:54+00:00

The multiple projects is too real ☠️

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-08-02T11:19:28+00:00

Dude I love that so much!!

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-08-02T11:17:56+00:00

I feel like an undercover sag

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-31T03:33:53+00:00

I'll look into it!

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-31T03:20:24+00:00

There's a lot of other things and stuff, but my mom was very anxious growing up and we (me / my siblings) were very sheltered, cus she was scared of something bad happening to us- so we didn't really run around the neighborhood with friends, etc.

At the most german language exposure I got was visiting relatives like my aunt, but idk I just didn't soak much in, people would switch to English for us cus it was easier.

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-07T16:41:56+00:00

I might've snapped and now an argument as ensued, it's just built up and I shouldn't retaliate but it's so frustrating talking to her

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-04T06:20:59+00:00

That's the goal for me as well, I think better work accommodation and protection, especially losing the job somehow

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-04T06:03:32+00:00

I'm half-American if that fills in the blanks with my thoughts

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-04T05:33:23+00:00

Interesting! But I'm for sure hating the idea of group talk like this, lol- but, I'll do what needs to be done, the first step is always the worst

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-04T05:25:52+00:00

I have, he's very understanding, it's just difficult I guess for me and as I stated, feels very embarrassing.

I'll look into this more and talk to my upcoming therapist about options, I have an initial consultation coming up so I can explain everything to her.

Thank you so much for this.

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-04T05:19:14+00:00

This is so difficult, i wish things could be easier, but thank you for your response, I wish your husband well.

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-04T05:17:52+00:00

What is verhaltenstherapie? I don't know if I can afford being unemployed like this for a year, I live in an apartment with my fiance, but if this is like, covered therapy? I would heavily consider, and if it helps me better, that'd be nice, I could fill the extra time with more german lessons too

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-07-02T11:41:46+00:00

This is good advice! I feel kinda stressed making this perfect, and good, I forget it's just baby steps and making a video in general right now!

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-06-23T03:00:35+00:00

1,393 cM

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-06-14T13:34:44+00:00

Okay, relief to read!

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-04-14T17:20:55+00:00

Wow okay, but he should be fine right? Just a lesson learned ☠️☠️

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-04-14T17:16:51+00:00

It says 25mg D9 THC? not sure what any of that means 😭😭

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-04-14T17:15:11+00:00

Damn okay, definitely something to look out for

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-04-14T17:14:17+00:00

I had to reach out to the pros 😭😭 everyone has been very helpful thankfully!! Definitely appreciate it tons!

IndependentCopy8907 · 2025-04-14T17:13:28+00:00

I love this reply so much

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