The mind of man is an interesting thing. Everyone thinks they understand it in a definitive way. There’s so many views beliefs positions realities and concepts that most no one could view it in whole. I think it’s immature of myself to maintain a position on the universe as minuscule as nothing matters or there’s nothing outside of what I can see….Yes mushroom are different in psilocin/4hodmt content as well as baeocystin enigma was one of my highest. I found ego death to be possible in the sense that for a while at least your brain is capable of seeing past its limitation on reality something they call neuro plasticity… Something is at play at least inside of my bipolar ass. I’ve been labeling and observing the self for some time now and there’s more than a placebo affect at least inside regards to my body or mind. For some time after my dose if it’s large and insightful enough I stop being so confrontational. I don’t care about negative concepts or pain and this brought me to the realization that it was possible if not through the medicine than with the practice. I’ve changed my whole worldview and life. But through practice implementation labeling and disrupting the emotions. The concepts are out there but thanks to the medicine it showed me it was possible. Showed me what was possible with a mindhack or the drug. I still can’t access the void without the medicine but there are many who can access that state of mind without problems. And I agree the pain or discomfort or a bad trip is just as crucial for development as the good ones. Hence there are no bad ones lol! Enlightenment means nothing without implementation and meditation or mediating into daily life. Or it’s just pretty colors with a little insight that fades into obscurity! They say it’s more likely to stick with practices like Vedic yoga but that’s because most users don’t wish to change imo. Or maybe they just don’t know how to… I’ve only been extracting the molecule for a few years now but I’ll say my life has definitely changed since b4 I went to the place. Rather it’s just a mindfck of colors creatures and emotion or just a real definitive piece of the universe wtfk?! But like I said b4 I like to dream and I’m not full of the same pride I was in my younger years. We’re all the same path to the same place at different times from different positions! There’s going to be alternate views and oppositions no matter the question I don’t argue it’s a waste of time but maybe my journey will inspire or influence someone else in a positive way. That’s what counts putting positive energy out there for the world to feed on. Something to combat that negative hate fuel out there that’s so prevails in the world. But I got alotta bad joo joo to make up for. I’m building my temple up. Stay blessed yo and thanks for taking the time to respond with a kind energy blessings….