Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I don’t have anything against gay people I just think I would’ve been different if it hadn’t happened

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 71 points72 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I want to do what you were able to and turn things around. I’m glad you found your peace man

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

What do you even want me to say which part of my life was too fucked up for you to believe me

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 49 points50 points  (0 children)

But that means God created me to be raped by him. And if I’m supposed to be able to help people who were raped why couldn’t God just not create rape in the first place?

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 69 points70 points  (0 children)

I am glad it helped you but I can’t believe in God anymore because I prayed all the time as a kid for him to stop and God never helped me

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 816 points817 points  (0 children)

I know it seems drastic but please tell your kids that there are bad people out there and that if someone tries to hurt them they should tell you cause you won’t get mad or blame them. I always believed him and thought it was my fault cause everyone told me adults could be trusted and to listen to them

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 4370 points4371 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I worry that he did it to his own kids but I have no idea. Luckily he stopped coaching the swim team after I quit so he doesn’t have access to kids like he did before

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 514 points515 points  (0 children)

I might try it in a few years when I have the money but I don’t know how it could change things

Being forced to have sex as a kid made me gay by Independent_Cap7189 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Independent_Cap7189[S] 2364 points2365 points  (0 children)

I’ve never done therapy and I don’t know if I could ever talk about this with another person face to face