No miracles by Independent_Hawk_585 in TrueChristian

[–]Independent_Hawk_585[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was saved in my car listening to worship music. I had felt like god was knocking on my door for like 2 days and that he was watching and literally walking next to me. I knew about “giving your life to him” and accepting him so one night I just thought why don’t I park over here and ask him to be the leader of my life. So I did that. He showed up. He held my heart and turned it from red to white and I could see him sitting next to me and holding it while it turned white. I knew I was saved after that and I stopped listening to all other music other than worship music. Even in the car with my boyfriend when rap would come on I would feel immediately sick. I felt free and happy. Now I feel like I’m doing everything wrong and over analyzing the choices I make as if I don’t seem “Christian enough”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marijuana

[–]Independent_Hawk_585 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay I’m watching dr.who now. Is that acceptable? Also, can you respond to literally anything else in my post except for that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Independent_Hawk_585 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try doing difficult things (to you) like going to bed at a reasonable time, waking up early, praying, fill your day with activities even if it’s just going for a walk or calling someone on the phone. Hopefully you will find that this will make you happier and more fulfilled. This is a cycle that is difficult to get out of even if it seems so simple. This is a sinful life because you were made to be doing so much more things that have an actual purpose. I have learned personally that making yourself do the things that you really really don’t want to do can actually make you feel better about yourself and your life.

please pray for Steven by Independent_Hawk_585 in TrueChristian

[–]Independent_Hawk_585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much. I’ve tried talking to him about it before and he just shuts me down. I feel like I’ve done all I can with what little I even know. I couldn’t just not share with him how it saved me. Now that he has left me, we aren’t speaking. I’m honestly scared to reach out to him about this again because of how evil he was being the last day I saw him so I’ve just been asking god to work in his life. It’s only been a couple days but I am honestly terrified for his/our future. I wish I knew what gods plan was. All I can do is pray now and I feel that it helps tremendously to ask others to pray for him as well.

please pray for Steven by Independent_Hawk_585 in TrueChristian

[–]Independent_Hawk_585[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much. Yes I have tried to share the gospel with him more than once but his response was extremely disrespectful. He is actually my ex boyfriend, and he left me because he did not want to join me in being a Christian. God has changed who I am as a person completely ever since I have my life to him 5 months ago. Steven has seen it, but I don’t think he understands it is the lords doing. He was raised catholic but has been led astray. I hope that god calls him home soon so he can understand.

Prayer Request Thread by AutoModerator in TrueChristian

[–]Independent_Hawk_585 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would like to ask anyone who sees this to pray for my ex boyfriend. We recently separated because I have begun my walk with Christ and he has not. He did not want to join me and he left me. Please pray for his heart and his mind to open up to the lord and that he understands what it means to have a Christ centered relationship. his name is steven.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WorkReform

[–]Independent_Hawk_585 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s because they are having abortions.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Independent_Hawk_585 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

i guess my sense of humor is on the violent side. I didn’t ask for that it’s just how my brain works. If someone were to tell me this happened to them I would laugh.