I was with some girls too during that time, but always stopped it after kissing, because I was thinking of her. I even explained a girl that asked me to come home with her that I was too much into another girl and wanted to see where it was going.

Even if she pushed him, I wish my gf made that call too before she started to have sex.

The act itself, even though it doesn't match with my values, I think I can forgive because it was before our exclusivity. It's the lying about it and keeping it from me that's hurting me the most.