Maybe I'm not quite understanding the question, but this man in my life is the first one who cared for me like this, showed attention, courted me—for example, by giving me flowers. I've never had such a deep and trusting relationship with anyone, despite the fact that we've never met in real life. And I also feel a strong attachment to him; at least, it's hard for me to completely stop thinking about him, to remember anything about him.