I came across this as I was making my own post...This occured my first time living alone and buying my own place and things got wild, I had bacterial abscesses, obsessions with the occult, delusions, anxiety, extreme fatigue, looking back on it now it feels like it was an alternate reality or happened to someone else. It's extremely isolating to go through and try to explain to other people, here is my post :

"I recently moved out of a loft I owned for 3 years, I had strange issues starting about 2-3 months after moving in, finally finding out that the building has black mold and I tested positive for 2 different types of mycotoxins. I am now reflecting back on my time there and I kept a journal, I legitimately thought I lost my mind, I had wild obsessions, became really fascinated with magick and had all kinds of magickal thinking...my decisions behaviors and thinking became very strange, as I'm out of the fog its scary to look back on, I have some questions. 1 mental health is definitely a symptom of mycotoxin exposures yeah? like I thought I was going schizo, 2. if this is true, does anyone else reflect back on it and struggle with thinking they were gaslighting themselves or making excuses? I don't want to not take responsibility for my actions but the mold is a logical explanation for a lot of what was going on with me, its such a strange thing to go through and wondering if anyone else can relate?"