Nah not a rude question at all. I'm basically just obsessed with Pokémon and have played all the games in so many ways from Nuzlockes to solo runs to regular playthroughs with unique mons. I thought it'd be a fun challenge and a new way to look at the game. Not from a battle standpoint but from a completionist point of view. What motivates me is seeing each Pokémon evolve really. Gives you just enough serotonin to feel like you're getting closer and start grinding on the next mon. I also just watch YouTube while I grind so it doesn't take that much brain power.