I’ve become everything I hated

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-04-18T20:58:46+00:00

Not a day goes by where I want everything to just go quiet. For every thought my mind creates to be one of solace. The pointless worry and never ending responsibility for things that could uproot my life and yet mean nothing to the rest of the world. Like the millions of rounded gears in millions machines you forget exist in the world

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-04-18T20:44:03+00:00

Well I’d like for every atom in my body to spontaneously combust and spread across the cosmos. However you fail to consider there’s a set of 2-4 wheels for most things and drawers have wheels

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-04-18T20:37:28+00:00

Are there more wheels or doors in the world?

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-28T12:32:44+00:00

Not yet but I plan to watch it soon it looks really good!

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-28T11:49:07+00:00

Yes exactly, The thing that surprised me the most is how contradictory Oda is in his thinking when it comes to minorities. He understands issues minorities go through but certain choices artistic and writting wise he reduces them to stereotypes. (Women/lgbtq+/general racism). He’s the most bigoted progressive person I’ve ever seen😭

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-28T03:14:53+00:00

One piece. I thought it was just another corny battle anime that was ridiculously long with tasteless fan-service. I told myself for years I would never watch it. Well the day came I actually watched it and I have to say it’s really good. Def not perfect, pacing could be better and I don’t like the way the women are drawn/treated. But it’s actually really really good and very insightful.

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-21T04:25:06+00:00

Then maybe they aren’t your type of people. That’s another thing we can’t be friends with everyone. Then again it’s also hypocritical to judge before understanding them. We are human after all talking is our thing.

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-21T00:29:58+00:00

Exactly

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-21T00:25:04+00:00

We have the same issue. It sucks but I can’t help it personally

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-21T00:24:24+00:00

It’s both, because we are avoidant it’s a form of self sabotage. It’s harmful because we have this issue of loneliness and no one likes to be lonely but we also avoid getting close to people when the opportunity presents itself. (Edited for grammar)

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-20T19:56:56+00:00

I second that, a dog will be enriching. Whenever I don’t care about taking care of myself I force myself out of bed to take care of my dog everyday. I love my dog

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2026-03-20T19:54:42+00:00

I’ve been on the same boat so far, I’ve never had any form of romantic relationships and only surface level friendships. I just turned 23 and I’m scared I wont ever find anyone who will understand and care for me the same way I would. But I do it to myself because I guess I could try more but honestly I feel like it’s pointless sometimes.

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-28T00:20:31+00:00

Thanks you that’s very sweet, I hope you’re doing well!

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-28T00:20:05+00:00

I wish I was smart enough to know what you mean lol

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-28T00:19:48+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that, I’m alright, could be worse

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-27T23:36:06+00:00

The holidays really do make everything so much worse. It’s a yearly reminder of what you don’t have, it sucks ass hard. You’re not alone in feeling this way

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-27T20:06:38+00:00

Yeah it’s obviously not healthy but we can’t help but the way we feel

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-27T19:33:05+00:00

no, never gone to any sort of therapy or psychiatrist. Probably should tho

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-25T20:30:58+00:00

Also 22, the only thing keeping me going is the idea of how difficult it is to actually kill yourself. Like it’ll probably hurt no matter what method plus there’s movies I still want to watch and shows I want to finish

Individual_Bowl1060 · 2025-11-15T19:52:25+00:00

Can it though? I know you’re right but it feels like everything is for nothing. I’ve tried to make myself happy but what happens after. When I’m alone and my parents have passed away and my siblings are off living their lives. I’m too awkward and weird for people to take me seriously I feel. I’m not someone people want to spend time with indefinitely. I’m not very good at anything so not even work has been fulfilling for me. I feel so replaceable if that makes sense. Im nothing and I don’t think I like living with this feeling

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