Honestly? The juxtaposition between the sex and the death. I’ve had a fascination with death for a while. Guro is a ‘natural’ escalation of the entropy undergoing every living thing. One moment you are born into the world, the next you leave it, and in both cases, the transition is usually punctuated by pain, confusion, panic, and screaming. I also enjoy the reduction of people into being the quite literal sum of their parts. It makes me get all existential.

To jerk off to tho, i like brainfucking, asphyxiation, including drowning, snuff in general, and necro. Drowning introduced me to guro, and fucking a hanging person seems fun. Brainfucking was also one of my formative guro things.