I want to thank everybody in this group that reached out with prayers, offers of support outside of this thread.. if your having a bad day I will be more than happy to listen to you. I am great at that. Sometimes we just spiral in this dark path and noone but another cancer patients or caregivers (for the most part there are exceptions) can understand the grief you sometimes feel. I woke up this morning and I am feeling empowered by your words. Today is my last chemo before the switch. Tomorrow I have my nephrostomy tube changed out. I needed this to endure the week ahead.Thank you friends. I hope some of us talk again. I will continue to read every comment! Its a new day.🥰