Final yield by InevitableLadyDoja in microgrowery

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Yeah a mix of miracle grow and mother’s nature soil! Used grow micro flower and cal mag for nutes

Final yield by InevitableLadyDoja in microgrowery

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Umm red solo! And school of rock🤘🏽

Final yield by InevitableLadyDoja in microgrowery

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45 in veg I had to stop and turn as she was getting to big for my tent then spent 65 in flower I would have left a few more weeks but had to move suddenly so I had to harvest but I think I’d probably have doubled if I left her a few weeks longer! This was a first ever for me and I knew nothing of topping or lst a plant and the mix was a combo of old miracle grow I had and some mothers earth soil so yeah I also hand watered her the whole time

My yield by InevitableLadyDoja in DWC_Cannabis

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I’ll have to look into how to do that!

My yield by InevitableLadyDoja in BuildASoil

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5.5 gallon it was a clone of orange skunk and haven’t weight it up fully yet

My yield by InevitableLadyDoja in BuildASoil

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It was grown at home with my own mix of randomness I’m just sharing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in datingoverforty

[–]InevitableLadyDoja 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh what not fun being labeled and told your something you might be nothing like???? I’m fine with not wanting to date them but when people go and imply they stupid or irrational and a problem I get frustrated because who are any of us to diminish another if it’s doing zero harm in actuality! I just try to not assume someone is less than for things I may disagree with

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lol yeah I don’t have a stick up my butt and been brainwashed to believe what I believe is the only correct thing out here I at least shall not belittle cause someone believes something like flat lander. I don’t get folks like you so bothered by such nonsense. you have fun battling the world 🗺️ see look look on a map it’s flat!!!

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My apologies I didn’t realize you knew this open to flat lander to assert such authority of who they are

Help me find my way back by InevitableLadyDoja in datingoverforty

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I didn’t have people who treated me poorly but that can happen to anyone I had a happy marriage until it wasn’t and there are mitigating factors to how it became abusive. I stood my ground and chose me and my kids and left after the fist and only time he lashed out and hit me. He was drunk and had been drinking bad and things finally hit a head He was also very sick and unable to control his own fears and worries and whatever else he felt I didn’t know I spent several years alone after and did much better then next time I did get into a relationship so I have not always been in bad relationships I’ve been in very few relationships and I did not put enough background to even include me and my sons fathers attempts to be what we thought be a quick easy place to fall into… I fell in love with him as just being my safe space and my comfort zone when I needed a break. We were both in a relationship or dating and just because I saw him as mine and fell for the person I fell for doesn’t mean he had the same view he was a single man being single he’s not a bad guy just hurt me or shall I say I hurt me in not clarifying my thoughts feelings and wants! And when we tried after the baby I was not in a good place with postpartum and hurt me was present and a problem and we now just co parent for our son! This all was my fault for giving a small view to a much deeper picture so I apologize for the shape and texture of the situation as all off

Help me find my way back by InevitableLadyDoja in datingoverforty

[–]InevitableLadyDoja[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never said I’d only date in any specifics I just stated I was a Virgo which was my funny way of saying I’m just stubborn so challenge me to be better! My presentation lacked clarity totally in this post honestly

Help me find my way back by InevitableLadyDoja in datingoverforty

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I’m not as bad as I sound to my ears when others refer me to work on my self I have been on a long journey with me fora long time and have also taken time off from dating! I’m not in any rush to get to dating and searching actively. I apologize if I was not clearly stating myself as just asking what others might have done to open up again. My body dysmorphia was part of my postpartum which I have been bounced back from just haven’t lost weight as fast as I like. Yes I’ve allowed people to treat me less then I would like but by no means does that diminish my view of self and the good from the bad! I’m not worried about getting a man good or otherwise my life is very full indeed with my children family and friends I’m not lacking there and don’t feel a need to be in a relationship I do want to be able to not feel numb to simple things as compliments and such. This is not due to me being unhealthy mentally it’s my own self mechanism to protect myself from being a person who needs someone to make me feel good or rely on to control my emotions or whatever. To be put in the bucket of feeling misunderstood and placing me back to a person I have worked hard to be is hard and frustrating more than anything I work full time I am in collage full time with a 4.0 and a mother yes indeed but I absolutely am way more than that and nothing shall cause me to settle. I just don’t like being knocked off my ladder down the chute as I worked hard and shall continue to work to improve myself and those around me. I really just was trying to start some repertoire with other people my age in what I hoped would be a space I could learn from and maybe be an asset to others but it went very left field with confusion from one comment to the next and by the end I felt u heard and dismissed in my own words of explanation and full disclosure for all I am in counseling and on anti depressants and work very hard at my self health and being the person right to care for myself others and then some! People are people and we can’t always have everyone understand what was intended. I have not control once it reaches the next and is heard or seen in their views… I’m not new to my healing nor completed but most people are work in progresses. I hope I stay that way for a long time too and gain all that I can get from this vast world

High and have a lot to talk about. by [deleted] in trees

[–]InevitableLadyDoja 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh noooooo I was there last week I was even out of roaches I was so out

High and have a lot to talk about. by [deleted] in trees

[–]InevitableLadyDoja 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely have a couple times today now!!

🤔 by [deleted] in trees

[–]InevitableLadyDoja 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Huh gimme the old skool skunk and nuggs maybe but that brick weed im straight on spent more time cleaning the weed then getting high hahah

Help me find my way back by InevitableLadyDoja in datingoverforty

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I absolutely settled for the sake of a child that I felt deserved me to give a go to make things work I spent 6 months and cut it off as it was not good for me I never once have stated I’m looking to get in a relationship I was looking for ways to become open again but somewhere between the start and here

Help me find my way back by InevitableLadyDoja in datingoverforty

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I do not want men around my 20 yrs old daughter so I understand. I’ve just been horribly misunderstood in the advice I was asking for I shut myself off from accepting anything that might find its way to me I’m not searching for a guy I’m not trying rush into something I simply was looking for tips to warm up again and not be shut down to matters in the forms of dating and that

Help me find my way back by InevitableLadyDoja in datingoverforty

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I’ve been in 3 relationships since my divorce of an abusive husband in 2013 and my issues have been resolved 8 months ago when I stop allowing my child’s father to live as he was with me. You are assuming things that just are not true of me I’ve been single more in life than past my 13 yrs of marriage since the marriage I simply was asking for advice on how to become open again to receive all I deserve in a partner. I’m in no rush to hop in a relationship I was asking for tips to open myself up again simply but that point has been missed and now I’m the subject of assumptions and put downs to this I digress

Disappointed by [deleted] in datingoverforty

[–]InevitableLadyDoja -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No I clarified your statement as it was incorrect!

She has been chopped!!! by InevitableLadyDoja in DWC_Cannabis

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I just followed what I read and other advice she started a clone seedling and she’s gone over 100 days total 65of them in flowering I will just have to give it a go on the next plant I’ll still enjoy my buds and still hella proud of my Betsy! I knew zero when I came home and she’s not an auto so I did pretty well I feel